a nice journey

Yesterday, I flew to Brisbane by myself! that's quite an achievement for me! considering the fact that I've never fly alone. So, there's always the first time of everything. I think my mom didn't know about that. She thought I was flying with sara and her sis. But, due to some changes, their flight was in the afternoon, while mine was scheduled in the evening. Anyway, it was a great flight despite the smell of red wine drank by the women next to me. I sat near the window by the way, and quite near to the wing. So, I can enjoy the fantastic view of the cloud, the sky and the land beneath. I managed to capture some photos..:P

Look, how small we are from the sky. To think that human has the power to control the world is just so overrated. There's a bigger power up there watching our every single move.

Look at those soft fluffy clouds. Aren't they beautiful? Subhanallah..:)
I came across this verse this morning..

"See you not that Allah drives the clouds gently, then joins them together, then makes them into a heap of layers, and you see the rain comes forth from between them. And He sends down from the sky hail (like) mountains, (or there are in the heaven mountains of hail from where He sends down hail), and strike therewith whom He will, and averts it from whom He wills. The vivid flash of its (clouds) lightning nearly blinds the sight.(An-Nur 24:43)"

After I touched down at Brisbane airport, I took a train to the central where Hasanah was picking me up. While on the train, suddenly in the middle of nowhere, the train stopped and there was a blackout for a while. It was quite scary. Luckily, I'm not the only one on the train.
Many thoughts has penetrated my mind at that time.
I thought about a movie trailer I saw once about the train killer who diverted the train to another place and killed the passengers. Pretty scary huh? Haha.
I laughed at myself thinking how stupid I am to think about something like that.
In a time like this, there's no one else we can hope for help but Allah.
So, I prayed to Allah, hoping it will all be fine.
And it was fine. The train recovered and I reached the central safely.
Alhamdulillah..:)

:)

Can't believe that I've finished my first year already!
And I'm officially on break for three months.
that's a longgg holiday..

How did my exam go?
hmm, you know me.
Once I've finished my exam, I don't talk about it..
I did my best, we'll just see the result..:)
Right now I can just pray n tawakal to Allah.

People always say that I'm a very optimistic person.
To me, I just think that.. why wasting time being pessimistic?
Don't you think that it will only be a burden to your heart..
that you'll constantly worrying about something??

Why not look forward for something else in the future..
rather than worrying about the past?
Cause we definitely can't go back to the past,,
instead, we'll encounter the future..insyaAllah.

But, of course, we have to learn from the past..
and make adjustments for your future.
Just like if you fall, you'll get back up again!
You may have some injuries when you fall, you may cry if it hurts..
but, that'll make you even stronger.

Remember when you were small,
I don't know for you but I did fall once in a while..
and I got minor bruises and cuts. I even got some stitches on my forehead.
And I also remember, I'll cry or wail or scream to be exact.
because when I was that little, it probably really hurts to get a minor cut on your knee.
but then, after my mom put some cute "handiplus" on it.
I'll be up running again. Like nothing had happened..;)

Do you realise, that as we get older,
if we get a cut or some bruises, we didn't cry or scream like a little kid anymore?
Why? because we're stronger than before.
because we've experienced a bigger pain than just a little cut on our knee.
So, why can't we just get up and spring back to life when something bad happened?

Anyway, these are just my train of thoughts..You can like it or hate it
and I don't really care.:P
Oh and here somethings I wanna share too. I think I've wrote this before.

"Allah burdens not a person beyond his scope... " (Al-Baqarah:286)

Till then, have a great day..:D

oh..oh..

After finished linear algebra last wednesday,,
I was so excited to study for my last paper..yea!
Yes, I was determined to put 110%.
So, I've been like this, these past few days..

No joke.haha.
I don't think I've ever studied this hard in my entire life.
It was only because I am so so so scared of this last paper..
I have no idea what I've learned about this subject throughout the semester.


I have lots of encouragement from the people around me,,
and also from my family..

those encouragements keep me going on.
none of them actually dance with pom2 like that..
though i'd like to imagine they did..:P it helps.
thank you all..^^

but, u know me..
I can't focus on something for too long.
after days n nights of studying,,
i think I've become nuts
that i started talking to myself..

tomorrow, is THE DAY!!
and I'm..

yup, u get the idea..

So, I've tried to take of my mind from the exam..
and looking forward to something else..
such as the Harry Potter 7 ..
and brissy..
and Malaysia..
and many things....


that really helps keep me calm..
SO tomorrow,,
I'm going to the exam hall in the evening..
feeling confidence knowing that I've tried my best..
and Allah will help me through it..;)

So, bring it on!!

The next time you'll see me blogging..
is when I've finished my exam..!!
[or not.maybe tomorrow morning if I'm feeling all nervous again I'll write.:P]

so, till then...
Pray for me..k!


ps: emoticons are purposely for the dramatic effect. and I found it cute.:P
I know u're smiling :) so do I.

three more days

Three more days, and it's done..*big grin*
But, in the mean time, still need to study..i have a lot more to cover..=_=*sigh*
but, the feeling of excitement is just so overwhelming inside me...*another big grin*
there are lots of things going on inside my brain..kih2.
Lots of things need to be done before going back to Malaysia.
Now that I think about it, it's kinda sad leaving Australia..hehe. Don't get me wrong, I do miss Malaysia.:)
Most of my seniors are going back to Malaysia for good this year.
Although we've only known each other for not even a year, they are much like my own family, like big sisters that I've always wanted..spoiling their little sisters.*grinning*
It's sad that we weren't able get to know each other more. But, I learnt a LOT from them.
I'm gonna miss them A LOT.
I feel that time past by too fast. It seems like just yesterday I arrived in Melbourne but now, I almost finished my first year..
I hate saying goodbyes, but I want to wish them all the best in their future undertakings.
Some of them are getting married end of this year, which is so exciting..It's like your own big sisters are getting married. How exciting is that? :P

But you know, time wait for no one. Friends come and go, but the 'ukhuwah' will still be strong, InsyaAllah..That's all that I can hope for.

i'm truly impressed

Have you watched the finale of Junior MasterChef?? If you did..then, you know what I'm talking about.
Man,, I'm so jealous. I was a bit sad my favourites are not the finalist..but, it doesn't really matter cause I love Jack n Isabella too. They were really awesome! Truly great cook. Isn't it amazing that at such young age, they already know what they want to do in the future?? and they really..really had a go for it..?
Well, let me tell you something, when I was a kid, you know we had to fill up those some sort of report card or something at school..and they asked you to list down the top three list of what we want to be when we grow up. Do you have that? or is it only in my school? Anyway, u must have thought about it when you were a kid right?? And I remembered one of the things I wrote was to be a contractor [this is hugely inspired by my dad of course.what can i say, i'm daddy's little girl ;)] and what else..hmm.maybe a teacher or something.. I'm sure all of you had wanted to be something when you were a kid..an astronaut, a doctor, a fireman, a policeman, a superman..yup, you know that..:D

That day I called my mom and we chat a lil' and then our conversation came across this.

Mama : Mama ingat lagi dulu yan pernah cakap kat mama nak keje kat SAJ bile dah besar..kan? [btw, SAJ is Syarikat Air Johor]
Me : Haha,,, ye ke? tu bukan ira ke? [ i seriously didn't remember this.:P]
Mama : Ye la kot. Eh, entah la..antara korang dua orang la..
Me : Haha. Ntahlah yan pun xingat.heheh. maybe kot. *more giggling*

So, my point is..kids have their own interpretation of what they want to do when they grow up. And mostly they will be influenced by the people around them, by the one they look up to. It's pretty funny to think about those old days..[haish,,feeling pretty old already.=_=]

Back to the masterchef thing. Yup, they make me feel like I'm moving in a senseless direction. I mean, I'm not even sure what I want to be. If you said to me do what you love to do.. then I'll say I love to do so many things..drawing, scribbling, designing things, reading, writing, being a part of an organizing team, helping people, volunteering, getting to know other people, traveling, taking pictures, baking, cook a lil bit,..and the list goes on and on.. :P See, I'm confused with all these vast interest I had...and I truly don't know to go in which direction.
That's when Allah came to help. He knows what best for us. Of course, Allah wants the best for us or else, why would He create us?
But, to get His help, we must pray and obey His orders, right?

So, I'm depending on His guidance to what's best for me. We didn't know what's best for us. Just like one of the ayat in Al-Qur'an which I wrote so many times already..:)

"..and it maybe that you dislike a thing which is good for you and you like a thing which is bad for you. Allah knows but you do not know.." (Al-Baqarah:216)

What I can say is, we planned, we made an effort, but God make it happen. So, I'm here now in Aussie, studying in University of Melbourne. That happened for a reason. And for now, I'm gonna do my best in my studies.. no matter which route I took..even if I'm not sure what I want to do in the future..I know Allah had planned something for me far ahead. And I just have to work for it with what I have now..:) Maybe I'll own a big company one day, who knows? haha.

This post is mainly about encouragement to those who still have their exams or who will take their exams in the near future..or who had already finished their exams..or who feel a bit down due to certain things..so, hope this post will give you something to ponder upon..cheers! ;)

a quick one ;)

okay i know, i have a paper in less than less than two hour. hee~
but,,just want to grab this opportunity to wish happy 'aidiladha!

'aidiladha is all about sacrificing..like the story of Prophet Ibrahim and his son Prophet Ismail..
so, today I'm sacrificing my time of celebration of 'aidiladha to go for exams.[hehe, doesn't actually makes sense since the exam is mandatory.haha]

anywayyy,,a quick reflection to ourselves..what have we sacrificed for Allah, for our deen??
a reminder for you and me in this bright and peaceful morning..:)

Okay, I'm gonna prepare all the stuffs to take for my Accounting exam this morning.

"Allahumma yassir wa la tu'assir"
(O Allah: Make things easier for me and don't make them difficult)

i'm losing it

no, i'm not losing my mind..[alhamdulillah for that.] i'm losing my focus. haish.=_="
there are three more papers to go! come on fairuz!! macroeconomics was sort of okay i guess.
my definition of okay here means..i survived through the exam..so, that's a good sign, rite?

the next paper will be on tuesday and wednesday morning..which will be the accounting and linear algebra exams. [wish me luck!] looks like i'm gonna celebrate my 'hari raya qurban' with my head buried in the exam papers..:( in this building..
oh, btw, that's where my examinations take place.the name is Royal Exhibition Building in Carlton Garden next to Melbourne Museum. pretty cool rite?? though actually, those flowers are not there right now.[that's too bad.] but,it still looks pretty cool :). most of the melbourne uni students took the exams here..so, u can imagine how many of us will be swarming in front of the building before the exams start..and when the invigilators call out to go inside..we will be rushing to go inside and finding our seats..settling down..arranging pencils or pens on the table..calming down..it's a pretty good experience i must say.

when we finished the paper..for me, no matter how the exams went..good or bad..after stepping outside from the building..i'll feel calm and relax looking at the trees and flowers outside the building..subhanallah..:D
and to complement with the feelings..a cone of ice cream will be a great choice..so, we'll stop by at il dolce which sells the best ice cream u'll ever taste :D that's the part of the exams experience which i like so far...ehheh..\(^.^)/

anywayyyy...enough bout exams.
i can't wait to go back home.seriously. and to go to brissy!
my sisters are all back from their hostels. huu..

it's okay.it's okay. take a deep breath..phewhhh..
put a big smile..:) yes, i'm alright now. v(^.^) peace!

wohoo. it's here.

after a longgg waiting,,the final exams is finally here..[well,tomorrow to be exact]
i feel excited and nervous at the same time. though i think the proportion of excitement is bigger than the proportion of nervous-ment [hee,couldn't think of the appropriate word for this]

tomorrow, i'll be going for a war!! yeah! [heh.i'm definitely a bit over excited here]
insyaAllah, i hope and pray that everything will go on smoothly..
may Allah give me His guidance and help me through this battle..amin~

truthfully speaking, the paper that i'm most worried about is the actuarial paper which will be the last paper...on the 24th on november.
my other two paper will be on the 16th and 17th on november..
and judging on previous experience, i tend to lose focus towards the end of the exams..the last paper.
hopefully, it's not going to happen this time. i need to score in this paper. ya Allah, please give me strength until the end..:)

so for now fairuz..stop thinking about holidays and malaysia..focus on what's more important okay!!
deep breath. in..out..3x. fuhh.

warning: i think more posts will keep on coming during the exams weeks.

[image credit to ~yeekeru10 who happens to be someone i know ;)]
http://yeekeru10.deviantart.com/art/imtihan-malay-only-113169419?q=boost%3Apopular+imtihan&qo=3

chocs n exams

chocs n exams?? what's the relation u might ask?
well, some people will say coffees n exams are positively related to each other..but for me, it's chocs n exams.
the more nearer to exams,,the more chocs i consumed..
the reason being is for my not liking coffee that much is.. i hate the smell of coffee that will linger in the mouth after the consumption.yekk.
And i'll get a headache if the coffee is a strong one.
And i don't think the caffeine worked in preventing me from sleeping.=_=
but, i do drink cappucino or mocha or nescafe once in a while..

so, my substitution from coffee is chocolate!
hmm,,chocs doesn't really help in preventing me from sleeping either..heh.
sumtimes it helps...but most of the time no..
but, i just love eating it while studying..
and other time also.heh.
truth is, i love chocs, no matter when or where i am :P
if i buy a big bar of cadbury chocolate, i can finish it in a day.
no kidding. but, i'll restrain from finishing it.
it'll cost me to buy another one. $_$
unless somebody is kind enough to buy one for me.*wink*

hmm, now that i think about it..
i just love eating sweet stuffs. \(^_^)/
or.....
i think..i just love eating..n munching..ANYTHING...
hmm.bigger problem.

ps:this is a post i made between a break from studying. that'll explain the weirdness of this post.hee.
oh, look at the time. enough babbling..:P need to get back to studying.ciao!

it's that time of the year.

it's that time of the year where people can get a little cranky and tense. well, for some ppl, not me though. i hope so. i'll put up a nice bright smile for everybody even if i'm not in the mood.yes, i'll do that ;)

actually, i don't really like exams especially the period before and during the exams. BUT, i do love the period after the exams though *wink*.
well, what can i do...it's the circle of life. and this is one of many other challenges i have to face.
i can't run, can i?no, i'll stick around and fight. i'm not a coward.
[in my condition right now,i'm not physically fit anyway:P i'll ran out of breath.]

so, i have to get in the mood then. the mood of being nerdy.o_O
be more focus. yes. and pray and ask for Allah's guidance and blessings.InsyaAllah.

i wish i can do a lot more better this semester, cuz i did badly last semester.=_=
so, ppl..let's get nerdy..:D [haha, this sounds so lame.]

good luck to all those who will sit for exams too! i wish you all the best! :)

ps: i can't wait to go to brissy and fly back home.(^_^)v should i do a countdown? nahh,,focus fairuz,,focus!! (=____=") okeyyyyy.....

oh, here's a video i found inspiring and cute too..;)
just a quick random shout out : "I love my mom and dad!! They are the BEST!!"

otak tepu

sebenarnye, ade ke istilah otak tepu? rase xde.heheh. tapi, tu yg menggambarkn ape yg sy rase skarang.=_=" ni belum exam lagi. btw, ade lagi 2 study weeks, then swot-vac pastu baru final exam. ohh, lambat kan............ade org yg abis exam kteorg xstart exam lagi.heh.>__< tape2,,sabar2..that means,,more time to study...alhamdulillah..:D

what i meant by otak tepu is,,i attended a 2-day course called "Real Deal"..it's about fiqh in business transactions..[how do we do business transactions according to Islam] organised by Al-Kauthar organisation. I know, the topic is not really interesting to sum ppl, but considering that i'm studying commerce and i really has little knowledge about these sorts of stuffs,,so, i thought..well,,this is a one chance in a lifetime..And, coincedentally, the course which normally charged $95 was given for free this time ;) [that's not the main reason why i came though :P]

Basically the speaker, Tawfiq Chowdury talked about things such as contracts in business, riba, insurance, investment, mortages, credit cards, loans.and many2 things.. what's interesting is, he will constantly related the things he said with Islam and how do Islam view certain scenarios in business transactions.. One main point pointed out by the speaker is of course about riba and how riba can happen in a way sometimes we don't even now it's riba..such as late payment for bills or buying a coupon or discount card...and also, there's so many new things, new words that i learnt during this course. so, maybe u can check out this website: alkauthar.org to find out about this course and many other courses they organised. One thing in business that was mentioned by the speaker is that everything in business trading is halal until it's proven to be haram.

it has been a great experience..and it has definitely broaden my knowledge esp in islamic banking n finance..:) and also raise my awareness in riba. because i do admit that i never really take this thing serious before this. He mentioned that, in one of the hadith, it is mentioned that riba is worst than committing zina 36 times.. Imagine how bad it is to do riba. but, look around us,,we're surrounded by riba.... that also make me think that i'm actually learning how to calculate those interests...which is riba of course....hmmmmmmmm.....hmmmmm.....[thinking long n hard] oh and also, just to share with you the main hadith for riba.... "Gold for gold, silver for silver, wheat for wheat, barley for barley, salt for salt, the same quantity for the same quantity, hand in hand".
Honestly, I'm not confident to explain about this in the blog, because i'm afraid i'll tell something which is not right..and there's so much explanation to do that i'm afraid it'll led to more confusion. waa,,,many apologies for that..insyaAllah, when I had gathered more information, i'll share it here.okey?

before signing off,,i just want to share a verse from the Qur'an for you to ponder:

"Believers, if you help God, He will help you and make you steadfast in your faith"
"Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Jika kamu menolong (agama) Allah, nescaya Dia akan menolongmu dan meneguhkan kedudukanmu" (Surah Muhammad, 47:7)

So, if we spend time to gain knowledge on our religion or spend time to spread Islam or anything at all, for Islam..insyaAllah..He will help us..:)

tc! (^_____^)v
oh, n all the best for exams!

sharing is caring

Who in the world came out with that phrase? Honestly, how do people say the right thing at the right time? and the words sound cool too. I'm referring to those amazing impromptu speakers whose words are quoted by other people, years and years, generations after generations..amazing..right?

Now, those are words from people. How about words from God? Won't it be more amazing?
Yes. You don't trust me? Pick up a Qur'an and start reading it. I mean really read it and understand word by word. If you don't understand Arabic, it's fine. I don't too. There are Qur'an with translations. Although I must say, I wish I can understand Arabic. And I'm in the process of learning :) Understanding the language will give us more understanding of the Qur'an because Arabic is such a beautiful language.

Now, the Qur'an to me is like some sort of a motivational book. The best one I've read. Whenever I'm feeling down or something, I read the Qur'an and I find myself feeling better. Because, the words that I read is an actual word from God..Subhanallah..:)
Now, I want to share few verses that I love from the Qur'an. Sharing is caring. :P

'If any of My servants ask you (Muhammad) about me,tell them that the Lord says, " I am near; I accept the prayers of those who pray." Let My servants answer My call and believe in Me so that perhaps they may know the right direction.' (Al-Baqarah 2:186)

'...you may not like something which, in fact, is for your own good and something that you may love, in fact, may not be good for you. God knows, but you do not know.' (Al-Baqarah 2:216) 'God does not impose on any person responsibility beyond his ability.....' (Al-Baqarah 2:286)

'Hasten to obtain forgiveness from your Lord and to qualify yourselves for Paradise. Paradise, vast as the heavens and the earth, is prepared for the pious, who spend their property for the cause of God in prosperity as well as in adversity and who also harness their anger and forgive the people. God loves the righteous ones. Paradise is also for those who when committing a sin or doing injustice to themselves, remember God and ask Him to forgive their sins. Who can forgive sins besides God? And who do not knowingly persist in their mistakes?' (Al-'Imran 3:133-135)

'If God is your helper, no one can defeat you. However, if He abandons you, who would help you? The true believers trust in God' (Al-'Imran 3:160)

'For a single good deed, one will be rewarded tenfold. But the recompense for a bad deed will be equal to that of the deed and no injustice will be done to anyone.' (Al-An'am 6: 160)

'After every difficulty, there is relief. Certainly, after every difficulty, there comes relief." (Al-Insyirah 94:5-6)


You know, I could go on and on with the list. There's just so many beautiful words from God.
So, after this..if you had a bad day..instead of getting angry and moody at innocent people around you..I suggest, read the Qur'an..with a sincere heart and feelings. InsyaAllah, God will guide you.
It's 12.54 am. and I think I need a sleep. So, till then..take care of yourselves for me will you? ;)

ps: now, in aussie..i really get the meaning of TGIF (thank God it's Friday). people are just going crazy over the weekend..i can hear sounds of sirens every now and then. well, another saying by some people i dunno. "when it's time to work, work hard..when it's time to play, play hard.." woohoo,,these people must have really worked hard ;)

life is not all about you

It hit me. I always take things for granted. Astaghfirullah..

Fairuz,
Say Alhamdulillah for all 'nikmat' Allah gives you.
Be patient if something goes wrong.
"Allah won't burden someone beyond his ability.." (2:286)
Think about other people on the other side of the world who suffered much more than you.
While you are struggling with exams and life as a student..
other people on the other side of the world are struggling just to keep being alive.

My aunty is in Palestine right now. She's under the mission "Viva Palestina Malaysia" to break the siege of Gaza. May Allah give them strength, protect them and help them to succeed in their mission.
She post some updates on the mission in this blog http://azratogaza.blogspot.com/

It amazed me, how strong she is, to leave her family (my uncle and my four cousins) to go on this mission. I pray she'll come home safely.

I wish I can be as strong as she is to stand for Islam.

Hopefully, after this, I can change myself, to care more about my brothers and sisters around me and around the world. Life is not all about you, fairuz.

ps; there's a seminar on Palestine this Saturday. Jom!

super duper happy

Alhamdulillah, all praise to God the creator of the heaven and the earth..:) I'm super duper happy, [although my break is about to end].Shush,,don't ruin the mood now..
Okay, let me start with friday..
My housemates and I organised an open house..[open rooftop to be exact :P]. Yes, it was tiring. But, it went great!! Alhamdulillah. We prayed that in won't rain..and it was a beautiful day that day..:D
Thanks everyone for coming. Hope you guys enjoy the food!! And also special thanks to my housemates who worked hard..thanks to our main chef,,Nadd who made the super delicious soto and lodeh..
Thanks to sara, who made the drinks, and cut the fruits, decorate the flowers, and escorting the guests. Also thanks to mazni, who made the yummy "sate goreng", and helps a lot in the kitchen. You guys rock! haha.

[guests and foods!]

[desserts section!]

[sunset!!^^]

On Saturday, I went to Tulip Festival!! It was really beautiful. MashaAllah..:)

Oh, i love taking pictures of flowers and kids..(^^). Aren't they the cutest?? [I want that hat too!!! and cute flowery dress.heheh.] While I was trying to capture a picture of one of the kids, the mother looked at me like I was going to kidnap her daughter or something..so, she took her daughter's hand and walk away from me.haha. More pics are uploaded in fb. Those who haven't been there, you should go. Trust me, it was definintely worth it..:)

And today,,marked the end of my holiday. I played basketball this morning. It's been so long since I played. And I jog only about 100m then I went out of breath..aaahh,,I'm definitely out of shape.huu..:( too lazy too exercise.=.=

Today, there's this malaysian festival. And I'm too lazy to go..>_< waa.

inspiration ;)

when it comes to cook..

let's face this, i'm not that great at it.
though i think i might enjoy it..:)
what so good about cooking is that,,
after u went to all those troubles..
when seeing others eating what u cooked without a complain..
it makes your heart jumps with joy..v(^.^)v
victory!haha.
now, i can understand why is it that everytime i asked my mom..
"nape mama makan sikit sgt?"
and she will always answered.."mama dah kenyang dah.."
when instead she haven't ate a single thing before hand.
i think, maybe..just by seeing other people eat what u cooked..
makes all the efforts worth it..and you just don't feel that hungry anymore.
and,, my mom always..
asked me to finished up everything..[which i'm always happy to do]
so, i'll always be the last person on the table..
until the plate is super shiny..*bling2*
my sisters don't always eat a lot.
that's why they're like super skinny.ces.>_<
oh, do bear in mind though..this only happens at home. hehe.:P

so, what i really want to talk about is this new program in tv.
it's called "junior masterchef australia".
before this, they had the competition only for adults.
so, this time, it's for kids aged between 8-12 yrs old!
trust me, they're not ordinary kids..
they make pasta and everything else from scratch..pies, puddings, baklava,
sauces and some type of dishes i've never even heard of..
and to think that i can't even cook a sunny-sided egg perfectly.=_="
plus, with the time pressure,
and the judges n cameras keep coming to the tables to monitor them..
heh. how in the world they do it.

so, they are like my inspiration..
that i can also be a great cook! ahah :P
age and size doesn't matter!
aside from their cooking and skills..
i totally admired their confidence
if it's me, i'll definitely trembles and sweats a lot.
and most probably.. i'll punch the camera or something.
[like those paparazzi one.hehe]

interested? go to this website http://www.masterchef.com.au/home.htm
there's full episodes 1 & 2 for you to watch.
episode 3 just aired tonight, so they'll put it up soon ;)

[cute little cheflings..;)]

kemas

ohh, i'm bad at keeping things in order.
but, i like things in order.[ha,camne tuh..]
for instance, my study table [which i shared with sara.]
when i get all "semangat"..the table looks really neat..
but things get a bit messy when u know..assignments..tests..
[heh.xde assignment pun kdg2 sepah.konon cm rajin study la :P]

But, i will keep things in order..when i get the BOOST to keep things in order.
[not that BOOST juice,k! ;)]
so, how do i make sure i'll get my BOOST everyday?
hmm,,that's what i'm trying to figure out.
heh.
how i wish i could be like my mom.
always organised.
so, fairuz..stop being lazy..

"I promise!!" (^.^)v

tennis and me ^___^

oh, i love tennis.
cuz of them?

maybe..
but not entirely bcuz of them though :P
that pic was taken by someone during wimbledon open cuz they are wearing white..:)
you should watch this video promo by rolex for wimbledon cup on youtube.
the music is awesome. i love it.


i'm a fan of both of them. but mostly on nadal.ngeheh.
[actually, i don't really like guy with long hair.but nadal is an exception.haha.]
nadal is a left-handed player, though in real life he's actually a right-handed person.
he can only use his left-hand for tennis.unique huh?
currently nadal rank the no.1 player in the world, and he just won the US open.
federer is also a great player and my dad loves him.
it's always a good match to watch if it's between nadal n federer.
^_^
i started to watch tennis since i was a kid.
mostly because of my father. he loves to play tennis.
he taught me when i was young [uhh,terase tua] with my siblings.
and i still remembered that, whenever i hit the ball,
not only the ball will go flying..the racket will also be flying along with the ball.
hahah.
but, i didn't continue on playing when i grew older.
maybe because of me being away from home at my boarding school :(
however, we still watch some of the games together at home.

now, i took some tennis lessons at uni ;)
it was actually a suggestion by my brother.
and i love it! basically, there will be 10 lessons.
and guess what, our coach is a Malaysian guy.
it was fun!
today i went for the lesson. and we did a bit of rally at the beginning..
forehand, backhand..forehand, backhand..
i'm happy i can hit a few rallies.
although, my backhand was a bit off sometimes.
i'll keep working on it though.
then, we did a volley [yup, like those volleyball].
this is where we are standing quite close to the net
and we hit the ball before the ball hit the ground..
it's okay if you didn't understand though.ehheh.
then, we practised to do some serves..
i think i'm getting better at serving! :)
but i keep on tossing in the wrong direction..=_=
my left hand doesn't seems to coordinate very well.
and also, sean[the coach] said i didn't grip my racket very well.

i hope i can get better by the end of the 10 lessons.
maybe i can play like nadal..=_= heh.
my dad had promised to play with me when i go back home :)
and i also can't wait to have a match with my brother.ahah.

my dad wished to go to the Australian Open. but, it will be on January.
and we will be in Malaysia.
so, maybe another year?? Abah,,belanje me okay???!!
*batting eyelashes*
heheh.

hmm, that's all about tennis and me.
ciao! :P

of puase, raye and open houses

eyt, happy eid mubarak to u all!
Alhamdulillah, one month of fasting had gone by.
"Taqaballahu minna wa minkum"
Did we get something from Ramadhan? Ask yourself (:
to me, i think this is the BEST Ramadhan I had in my whole life.
why?
because, i had a better understanding of what Ramadhan really is.
now, i can only pray that all my deeds will be accepted by Allah..
and i also hope that i can experience another Ramadhan insyaAllah.

syawal's here!
a celebration of joy after a month of fasting.
first day of syawal..i was really excited to go for 'raya prayer' in the park..
however, Allah knows what best for His creature,,it was raining that morning.
so, we went for the prayer in RMIT.
After finished praying, the rain had stopped..
took some pictures..[of course,heh]
and went back home,,eat some more rendang, kuah kacang,
lodeh and nasi empet made by mazni's mom :)
then, head for class at uni. :P
it was a beautiful morning.not too hot or cold.
on that day itself, we got two open houses invitation!
u think our raya celebration will stop there?
no! the next day, FOUR more open houses..^___^
and the next day,,another one more open house.
wahh,,jealous?? ngeheh.
i think i ate more here than in Malaysia.=_=

and there's more open houses this weekend..
and i bet you there's more to come..
since it's spring break for melbourne uni next week!wee!!
wee again!!

ps:i desperately want a dslr.since my camera is a bit "weng" now.-_-
and the pictures i took are not pweety.*batting eyelashes*..
..[hoping for someone to fall for it and buy me a dslr.heh]

seeking

Let us seek for the Night..

The Night better than a THOUSAND night..
The Night where the angels and the spirit descend
by the permission of their Lord with His decree..
The Night of peace until the break of dawn..
[Al Qadr, 97:1-5]

Subhanallah..
I read about this one status in my friend's wall in FB,
"Kalau kite bersungguh2 sampai xtido malam tuk siapkan assignment..
knape kite xley wat yg same tuk beribadah??"

It hits me right in the middle of my heart.

Wondering..
Maybe..
because we are afraid that we'll get zero for our assignments?
and that it will affect our results?? etc,,

Here's the catch.

Won't we be evaluated too in the JUDGEMENT DAY?
Whether we've done what Allah has asked us to do..
and stay away from what He forbid us to do.
That's the most important trial in our whole life..
between Heaven or Hell?
Think.Think.Think.

Seeking for knowledge is one of thing Allah command us to do.
Balance is the keyword here.
To ensure that we can succeed in this life and the hereafter.
InsyaAllah, this will be a reminder for me too..:)

Peace! ^_^

flowers, trees and everything...

"Spring is in the air..
where flowers bloom..
and cricket sings..
and butterflies flutter their wings.
Not to forget the busy buzzing bees..
hopping from a flower to another..
looking for a sip of the sweet nectar..
makes you wonder..and wonder..
How beautiful it is the creation of Allah..~"

Yay! It's spring.
Though I don't really know when exactly the changes of season take place.
I suspect it's nearly spring as flowers begin to peek out from it's hiding place.
you know what..
I think flowers have powers.
That day, while Jen and I was walking..
feeling frustrated from Linear Algebra class..
Then, we saw a glimpse of the tree up there beside the road..
The tree just stand there beautifully will all those flowers blooming..:)
The other trees are still naked but this one is a fast grower i guess.
Immediately our feelings turn from :( to (:

In the same week,
we received a bouquet of flowers..:)
from kak aisya. The pink one. I think they are lillies.
and the cute yellow one in front are the daffodils..
Those, I bought at my uni.
It's a sale for supporting the cancer council of victoria.
Pretty..rite??

See,,I told you.. flowers have powers..:P
To make you feel happy..
Don't you feel happy just by looking at it?
I do.

I can't wait for the spring break to come.
I want to go to the Tulip Festival.
aah..^_________^

I think I'm not a good gardener.
I tried to plant flowers.
But I think it's dead.

hang on.i'll confirm that.
..
..
yup. i just confirmed it.
the flower is dead.
huu.=_='
that's me.lazy person.
*dush2*
or mungkin sbb busy kot. lupe pasal pokok bunge.heh.alasan!


This is the pic from Geelong. I love trees too :)
Trees with leaves.
Trees with flowers.
Trees with no flowers or leaves..
All of them are pretty in my eyes.

Wonderful right. The thought of all of these are create by the one an only God.
Subhanallah..~

It is God who has made the earth as a cradle for you with roads for you to travel.
e has sent water from the sky to produce various pairs of plants (20:53)

Not only He created all those creatures, He also knows everything about them.

He has with Him the keys to the unseen which no one knows besides Him.
He knows all that is in the land and the sea. Not a single leaf falls which He would not know.
No single seed exists even in the darkest places of the land, nor anything in the world either wet or dry, that is not kept recorded in the self-evident Book [Luh Mahfuz] (6:59)

All praise to Allah..the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful..~
Hope you have a Good Day!! ^_^

babbles

This is the post where I'll blab about random things.

-It's the 16th day of Ramadhan. Time do fly so fast. Slow down, time. No need to hurry, ok!
-It's week 5 in Uni. Nearing to Mid-Sem. Aaaaa.-___-. Aaaa again. This could go on forever.
-I just realised something. I don't understand lots of things. Double Aaah!! Fix it fairuz!
-"Saya penakut." yep. atau low self-esteem?
-I want to learn many things and achieve many things and do many things..is that too much to ask for?
-I love tennis! yeay! a good way to release stress. :)
-I can't express feelings very well. I just hope people can understand instead of me telling them to.
-As much as I like to smile, sometimes, it's hard to do so when your heart is hurting.
-I think I have a sixth sense that can understand someone's feelings.hehe.
-Inferiority itu sudah pasti.
-I don't like to complain. This, can be a bad thing too.
-I think I'm in love with penguins. Aren't they the cutest? \(^^)/ i wanna hug penguins!
-I'm inconsistent!!x_x
-I ate a lot.
-I'm currently eating a chocolate, after I ate some fries, some junk food, and two pieces of bread.+_+
-Hate it when I get my hopes high but end up in disappointment.
-I love my family. I can't wait to go back to Malaysia!!
-I am disorganised. sgt obvious kot.
-Sometimes..no.Most of the times, I planned in my head again and again of what to say to someone about certain things, but end up not saying it. weird?
-I think I want a DSLR. Anyone? hehe.
-Bukankah winter hampir tamat? tp, mengapakah seperti berada di pertengahan winter? Seakan-akan winter xnak berlalu pergi.
-I can make doughnuts! yey! mama shud be very proud rite now.hehe
-Ade mysterious caller just now. A private number.must be from Malaysia. Ingatkn mama ke abah ke.tp bukan. Mungkinkah pdoz atau azie? tp, xpenah2 dieorg call.heh.
-Rase xtenteram n bersalah kalo tgh marah kat seseorg.adesh. so,x nak marah2. tp dalam hati rase sakit hati gak.ha,cmne tu..
-Sy rase sy suke bebel mcm mak-cik2 [Mak sy jarang membebel]. Kasihan housm8 sy.
-Sy nak tido skang, jadi..slamat malam. ;)

a love letter

To my dear and beloved Ramadhan,

During those 19 years I've lived in this world, I've never quite noticed you before. Truthfully speaking, before this, you were like someone who I knew existed but I didn't really make an effort to know more about you. When we bumped into each other once in a year, I just smiled at you and if you're lucky, sometimes I might said "Hi!" but without further conversation. I knew who you were back then. I knew. But, I just don't have the intention to get to know you for the real you. Forgive me for that, ya Ramadhan.

This year, I've been introduced to you weeks before you came. Weeks before I've finally got to meet you in person. And I've tried to prepare myself. I've many things I planned to do with you. And I wish to fulfill that list. I know, we can only planned but Allah is the one who make it happen. But, it doesn't change the fact that we need to try and make an effort to do what we planned to do.

I heard that there were so many great things happen when you came thousands of year before this. The Muslims fight in Badr, Mecca was opened, the Holy Al-Qur'an was sent down by Allah..and many other great things, subhanallah. I wish I too can achieve great things with you.

Whenever you came along, amazingly, I wanted t0 improve myself to be a better person. So does everyone else. Your presence had affected so many people that everyone wanted to do as many good deeds as they can. But sadly, those goals are just goals and no effort had been done to make it come true.

I took you as granted ya Ramadhan. Now, it strucked me, like the spear that went to Mus'ab bin Umair's chest during Uhud. I don't know if I'll have the chance to meet you again next year. I don't even know if I'm going to meet you tomorrow. This is where I'm wrong all these years. I thought, "Well, next year..next year..I'm going to change myself. Next year, I'm gonna turn over a new leaf." Now, I asked myself. "Why next year? Why not now?".

Oh Ramadhan, how I wish that we can meet you all year round. So, that I can always be cautious in what I'm doing each and every second to get the "berkat" from you Ramadhan. To maintain the momentum until the end of of the period of being with you is hard enough. When in fact, the remaining last days is the most important night of all. It is the night better than a thousand months. The Lailatul Qadr. Because sometimes, I am too focused on Syawal, I forgot about the most important night to be with you. I hope that I'm not going to let that happen again.

And I sincerely hope that, the momentum did not stop after you passed by. I hope when your brothers and sisters..Syawal, Zulkaedah, Zulhijjah, Muharram, Safar, Rabi'ulawal, Rabi'ulakhir, JamadilAwal, JamadilAkhir, Rejab and Sya'aban came along to stop by, I'm going to treat them as I treat you Ramadhan.

So, ya Ramadhan let us be good friends for the remaining days I have with you. Ok? Cool, I hope we can hang out like best buddies ;) InsyaAllah.

good things...

Well hello there..:) Doing good?? Alhamdulillah..~
I just want to share somethings I've got during this past few days..
First of all..I've read this book called "Life is an open secret" by Zabrina A.Bakar. There's a series of this book, and I read this one, titled "You, Me and We"..
And, I must say..It's a GREAT book. It's an islamic book full of advices and humors and something that we really experienced in our daily life..something that we can relate ourselves to..
If you are interested to read a knowledgable [em,how do i spell this?? o__O] book but having trouble reading a "thick" book [u know what i mean..].Then, try this one..trust me! It's worth it..:)

The way the author wrote the book is so simple, yet informative. You know what..I'll tell you a secret..[well,,not a secret anymore when I write it here.nvm.] One of my wish is to write a book..[ngeheh.] But, with this erm..how do I say..not-so great writing of mine..I doubt that I can write one..[negative thinking.heh.-__-"]
but, anyway..my point is, ohh , how I wish I can write like that..*wink* ;) and publish a book..or maybe many books..inspiring books..:D [oh sungguh tinggi cita-cita itu..heh.]
Well, I'm not going to tell you the content. Plagiarism! hehe. Bacelah sendiri!

Second thing, I learnt about taqwa. What is taqwa?
I heard about this one analogy..

[tetiba tulis dalam BM lak ea..payah nak translate dlm BI]

Umar bin Khatab pernah bertanya pada seorang sahabat Rasulullah, Ubay bin Ka'ad tentang apa itu taqwa. Lalu, Ubay pun bertanya kepada Umar, "Pernahkah kamu berjalan dikawasan yg penuh dgn duri?" Umar pun menjawab, "Ya." Pastu, Ubay pun tanya lagi, " Apa yang kamu lakukan?". Pastu, Umar jawab, "Aku sangat berhati-hati berjalan supaya tidak terkena duri itu."Dan Ubay pun berkata, "Itulah takwa".

Warning: Tak ingat the exact word by word bout the story. But, that's the rough outline lah. Yang penting mesejnye tuh. :)

So, get the idea?? InsyaAllah, then the next question you'll want to ask is.. [sori yek campur bm ngan bi ni..(=_=) my vocab is quite limited. xpaham tnya member kat sbelah tu :P]

What's the benefit of taqwa? [kalo dlm bm nye, ape kelebihan taqwa nih?just in case.hehe]
For this question, open the Al-Qur'an [kalo ade tafsir lagi best kot. kalo leh paham bhs arab xpe]
Surah At-Talaq (65) ayat 2, 4, 5.
Best tak? best kan?? [Pemalas nk tulis.]

Then, the next question you'll ask is, "Macam mane nak bertaqwa tu?" [am I a psychic or what?durh... >_<]

Ok2.Focus2. This is a guideline.

1. Mu'ahadah - mengingat perjanjian dengan Allah. Sbenarnye kan, sebelum roh kita dimasukkan dlm tubuh badan kite, roh kita ade wat perjanjian dgn Allah..Al-Qur'an (7:172). Other than that, everyday, when we perform our prayer, we made our promise too..(Al-fatihah:5) Do you like people breaking promise? No, not for me. I hate that..
So, do you want to break a promise we made to our God? No, rite?
Allah said so, don't break our promise (16:91)

2. Muraqabah - mendekatkan diri dgn Allah..ni macam konsep Ihsan

3. Muhasabah - Reflecting on what we did.. (59:18) I'm sure lots of u know what this is..

4. Mu'aqabah - Ni macam, kalo kita ade buat salah, kita denda diri kita sendiri. Bukan dgn menyakiti tubuh bdn kita secara fizikal.. cth macam, kita mengumpat org lain. Pastu kita kena sedar kita buat kesalahan tu, dan denda diri sendiri cthnye dgn menghafal satu surah..:)

5. Mujahadah - bersungguh-sungguh..cthnye macam Allah beritahu dlm Al-Qur'an (29:69)..

hmm,,hopefully u guys will understand this..I tried my best..:D Another thing that I want to tell you is..
We had a name for our house! It's called "Baitul Bushra"- which mean "Rumah Khabar Gembira" hehe..hopefully, this house will always be filled with good news..insyaAllah..:)

Oh, and other thing, my housemates are addicted with "Kalimaat". It's a card game created by Baba Ali. Cubalah main! Best!

In relation with that..I searched for Baba Ali in You tube and came across this video about Ramadhan since we're few days before Ramadhan..:)
Enjoy it..^_^

And few last words from me..sorry for any mistakes I've done..:) and enjoy ur day.

nak post gak lah

Timetable sy diz sem,,xde pape tujuan ye nak post nih..
mungkin sbg rujukan buat pembaca yg boleh tlg kejutkn kalo terlajak tido pg2 kan..;)
atau utk sape2 yang rase die nye kelas banyak, tapi sbnrnye tak byk pun..=_="
heh,,tapi kelas sy pun xla byk mane pun..cume ade tersesat 2 kelas tu abis kul 3 dan
MOSTLY kelas sy akn start kul 9 which is okay,,i think..:) not too early.

hari nie,,camne tah,,leh xsedar bunyi jam..+_+
slalu,,sgt senang je terjage..org bukak lampu pun leh terjage..
ni,,org call pun leh x sdar..........-___-
ni mmg btul2 tido nyenyak ni..
harap2 tak terjadilah kejadian spt ini sewaktu ade kelas nnt yek..

Call me a nerd or geek..or anything..
but truth is,,i really hate missing a class or being late to the class..
[adesh,,pelik bukan??]
memang nerd agaknye sy ini....[>__<]
mungkin sbb dr dulu mmg diajar begini kot..
nnt rase tak tenteram kalo buat cmtu.
huahua..fairuz yg pelik..*__*

so,peringatn buat2 rakan2 yg len..
Jangan ponteng kelas! ;) *wink2*

kadang kala

Saya tau "everything's happen for a reason"..tuh,,dah trtulis dah kat atas blog nih.
Tapi..:(( masih trtanye2...nape org len leh dpt result best2..hmm..
kalo nk diikutkan ckp hati nih,,dlm hati nih rase..macam dh berusaha bersungguh2 b4 exam hr tu..tp...hesh..fairuz ni,,bersyukur lah..[banyak kali dah mengingatkn diri sndiri..] tp bile tau result org len yg dpt H1/HD dan still rase x puas hati dgn rsult dieorg..jadi,,diri sendiri ni rase cam..[cam gitu la..]membuatkn ku rase agak tertekan sdikit..[kadang2 byk jugak] cuma tak ditunjuk je. Tetibe jela nk luahkn kt cni.bukan mengharap simpati..hny kerna tak mampu nk diluahkn dgn kate2.
Tapi, mama tau je bile yan rase camni ek.Memang tak ckp ape2 pun,sbb xnak kasi mama risau.Tapi instantly mama trus kasi kate2 semangat..abah pun same.:)Really,really miss u abah n mama..agaknya mmg parents ni ade instinct la kan..
Key, tu je luahan perasaan,,tak perlu diambil kisah.tak perlu risau.Kerana by the end of this writing pun,malah at this moment pun..perasaan tu dah hilang..ianya muncul pada masa2 trtentu shj.Dan ade kemungkinan post ini akn di delete spt post2 lain. Tp, mungkin tidak memandangkn anda sdg membacanya.ye,malangnye anda.

Mari kita tukar mood,kepada mood ceria..:D there are couple of things, i've been looking forward to:
~A new semester is around the corner, i have a new determination, a new goal. Hopefully, it will turn out well..:P [that's the spirit!yay!]
~The month of Ramadhan,,hopefully, will be the BEST ramadhan ever..:)
~Oh, and my senior's kenduri kahwin this weekend..ade rewang2..cam best lak..^^
~And other things..:P

See..told ya..I'm fine already. Ooh, and all the best to my sisters!! One of them, will be taking PMR diz year..One of them is doing IB (Medic)..and one of them is doing her best in everything she do. And of course to my bro, who's doing what he loves..All the best! ;) I'm missing u guys..
I'll end up my post this time with a phrase from one of my favourite surah..

"After every difficulty there is relief..Certainly, after every difficulty there comes relief.." [94:5-6]

starting all over again

Dah nk start sem baru. One more week of freedom. Then,,back to hitting the books, going to lectures, attending tutes, cramping with assignments and studying for tests..Life of a student -_-
On the bright side, no more sitting at home, eating and eating and eating and sleeping and movies and all that sort of things,,u know it. Timetable for this sem,,as usual..classes everyday..most of the time, starts at 9am..ends at 2pm..or the latest will be at 3pm. I'm okay with that. So jealous of nadd n sara..n the guys..only got 3 days of classes..every week..for the rest of the semester...[i know..so not fair.heh..] U guys, jgn complain kalo spring break korang 1 week,u got about 3 weeks of holidays [2*12=24 days=3 weeks+3 days of holidays..]yup, I did the maths...bersyukurlah korang..:P
haha,,enough of jealousy..xkesa la..more classes mean more studying..and less time for playing around..:) rite??

This winter break has been a great and exciting one. Although we didn't go to other states,,it's a pleasure to have our friends from other states to come here. Hopefully u guys had a great time in Melbourne. After all, Melbourne is the BEST city in Australia...[hehe,,ade unsur berlagak ye di situ..:P] This house was very hectic since u guys came here...but now, it's very quiet and peaceful. hehe.Can't wait for the next time we'll meet again. Maybe in brisbane or sydney or adelaide..:)

The Holy Ramadhan is around the corner..bout 3 weeks more.My first ramadhan in OZ..=)
I'm very excited about it...^_^

It's a short post..but, that's all for now..see ya!

of exams and tawakal~

Just so u know. I have one paper left! => FRENCH!!

Hope this one will be okay.........^_^ Bonne Chance!

For Calculus, Microecons and Accounting Reports and Analysis...hmm,,,

Let's just hope for the best!!insyaAllah..

"Leave everything in Allah's care, cuz nothing is loss under His care" (Kak Intan, 2010)

Thanks kak intan..:)

Kita slalu cakap pasal tawakal..especially time2 exam nih kan...

but we don't really understand this concept..rite??

Tawakal..i don't really know the exact definition of it..but it's something like..

berserah kepada Allah 100%..whatever happens..is under His power..

Kalau dalam bahasa Arab..kalau tak silap..mewakilkan urusan kepada pihak yang lain.

Memang senang kan nak ckp.."Kita tawakal je la kan.."

but dalam hati..still ade rase ragu2 kan...

Ragu2 yang Allah akan tolong kita..dan beri kita keputusan yang terbaik buat diri kita..

Tak kisahlah result yang akan kita dapat tu Ok ke Tak..insyaAllah..itu yang terbaik buat kita..

"Dan Dia memberinya rezeki dari arah yang tidak disangka-sangkanya. Dan barangsiapa bertawakal kepada Allah, nescaya Allah akan mencukupkan keperluannya.Sesungguhnya Allah melaksanakan urusan-Nya. Sungguh Allah telah mengadakan ketentuan bagi setiap sesuatu"(65:3)

Kak intan cakap..tawakal ini berperingkat..perlu dibina dari satu peringkat ke peringkat yang lain..memang bukan mudah tapi tidak mustahil..peringkat2 yang kak intan cakap tu sy jumpa jugak benda yang same dalam laman web ni..

http://www.dakwah.info/content-category-mainmenu-2/artikel-tarbiyyah/42-tawakal-ilaa-llah

Firstly..boleh digambarkan melalui pergantungan seorang yang tertuduh kepada peguamnya..Sudah tentu orang tertuduh tersebut akan bergantung kepada peguammnya itu untuk membebaskannya daripada tuduhan..tetapi..pasti masih ada rasa ragu-ragu yang peguam itu betul2 akan berjaya. Sekiranya, ada peguam lain yang lagi hebat prestasinya..pasti orang tertuduh tersebut akan mengupah peguam hebat yang lain..

Secondly..pergantungan seorang bayi kepada ibunya. Bayi tersebut tidak mengenali sesiapa melainkan ibunya. Dia bergantung kepada ibunya untuk memberinya makan, minum dan segala-galanya.Namun bayi tersebut masih dapat melakukan sesuatu di luar pengetahuan ibunya..

Thirdly..pergantungan seorang jenazah terhadap orang yang memandikannya. Arwah tersebut tidak tahu apa pun yang dibuat oleh orang yang memandikannya itu..dan menyerahkan segalanya kepada orang tersebut..

Sometimes, we forgot to take into consideration..God's Blessings..keredhaan Allah..

We work hard..and hope to achieve the best..but we forgot..that Allah's the one who will do what best for us..we forgot that everything is under His control. But that doesn't mean that we do not have to work and strive to achieve something..because Allah will judge from our hard work..not from our achievements..

"Sesungguhnya, Allah tidak akan mengubah keadaan sesuatu kaum sebelum mereka mengubah keadaan mereka sendiri" (13:11)

Tawakal..not just in exams..

Supposed to be in everything we do..

Recap from ape yang Kak Hana cakap smalam..Surah Al-Insyirah..(94:1-8)

"Setiap kesulitan ada kemudahan....dan hanya kepada Tuhanmulah engkau berharap.."

It's undeniable..that when we are having hard times..we turn to our God for His help..

but..during our happy times..we forgot Him..who gave us this happiness..

Something to ponder upon..

insyaAllah..step by step, we'll improve ourselves to be a better person..a better muslim..

(^_^)v~

ps: Sorry, kalo ade yang tersilap tulis..atau kalau memang salah apa yg saya tulis tu..beritahulah yek..^_^

your choice

I just want to share some videos..

Actually, I saw these videos a long2 time ago..[tp br tergerak hati nk share..>.<]

And I really2 love it..

When I tried to find the video again on you tube..

Guess what?? all the sound are muted for copyright reason or sumthing bla2~

And I was wondering,,there are other billions videos on you tube that has no copyright to be published...but...hmm..~ *left to be pondered upon*

Anyway,,I finally found the videos from 4shared.com! Alhamdulillah..~

Downloaded it..and watch it again..^_^

J'ai vingt ans!! Ooh la la!

Bonjour! Aujourd'hui..c'est mon anniversaire! J'ai vingt ans! Ooh la la!~

[Hello! Today, is my birthday! I'm 20 years old! Ooh la la!~]

Haha,,just to practice my french a little..i dunno why,,but i tink French ppl love to say "Ooh la la!"

And that sentence is kinda cute to say..with the correct pronunciation and expression...o_O

Anyway,,Alhamdulillah..with God's willing..I'm still able to celebrate my 2oth birthday..

This time it's a bit special because I'm in Aussie! Though it didn't make any difference at all actually..~ haha..except for the fact that this morning..it's a bit cold than any other day..and I can see smoke coming out from my mouth!! It's that cold, i know! [ I'm a bit "jakun"]

May I remind you that..now, it's still autumn! Winter will come in about a month..hmm~

So..my house mates were very sweet last night! They gave me a cake n sang me a birthday song!..[thank God,, no water gun this time...] hehe.. Thank you housm8!!

And my sister record a special video for me!! and posted in on FB..Below is the video..

And also there were lots and lots of wishes from all my friends and relatives near and far...

thanks a lot u guys!!! u guys are the sweetest!! ^___________^ merci beaucoup!

It took quite some times to reply to all those messages..hopefully i didn't left anybody out..:)

My mom also called me this morning and wishes me happy birthday..! thnk u mama!! love u so much!!

Lastly,,I hope with the new older and hopefully WISER me..I can be a better person as a whole..I'll continue to do that bit by bit...insyaAllah...~ May Allah continue to give me His guidance...Amin~

A bientot!

buku cepat

Buku Cepat aka Quickbooks..is an accounting software actually,,

and we got an assignment using the software.........

It's pretty cool actually..recording the transactions using the software..

creating invoices..paying bills..writing cheques..reconciling..all those things..

[if u hav any accounting background u'll know bout these things...if not..nvr mind.not a big deal..~]

We were given the source documents for 3 months...and we have to record all the transactions in the Quickbook..

Interesting?? Yup..quite interesting...;)

Dapat pengalaman jd accountant sekejap..hehe..pretty exciting..

but tedious at the same time...hahaaa..

For now,, it think I'm done with it..I've been sitting in front of the computer for hours..+_+

But insyaAllah,,i've done my best..hihi..

Next week agenda~ Monday :submission for Calculus assignment ,

Wednesday : submission for Quickbook assignment + French written test.

I don't think there's any more assignments..but there's one more test for French I think..hua..~

Right now, I'm still thinking whether to continue taking French or not..hmmmm....~

Okies..~ That's all for now...the temperature has drop to below 10 most of the time..so, it's pretty cold..j'ai froid!!!~

But, we still haven't use the heater..[bajet hebat,,leh tahan lagi..hehe..]

c'est la vie!

C'est la vie means,,"That's Life"..Everything has been going so fast..

Lectures, tutorials and without I realised..it's the end of week 9 already..!

Lessons will end at week 12! and there'll be a one-week study week..and then,,voila!

J'ai des examens!

Hmm,,so this is what it feels like being in a university..(-_-")

Must study2!! My exam time table is quite okay..I don't have two subjects back to back...

But I'll finish a bit late...which is on the 22nd with FRENCH!

My first paper will be CALCULUS 2 on the 8th of June. After that will be Microecons on the 10th, followed by Accounting on the 15th..and the last one is French.

Plus,,my parents and my two lil' sister will also come here..from 10th June to 17th! Yay!!^_^

And then, there's the winter break!! It's gonna be so much fun!

But of course,, I have to get through the exams first..! ;)

Wokay..I think I need to boost up my energy to study!!

Till then, ciao!~

ps: I'm enjoying this cool gadget!!! ;) that money I spent for it was so worth it..hihi..^____^

No regrets!

the post which has no title

That feeling come again. And I don't like it.

Not at all..aarrh..*screaming out loud*

..why oh why..

"Ya Allah,,tenangkanlah hatiku ini................."

+___+

i want..i want..i want..

eBayy....I haven't bought anything yettttt..
But I'm keeping my eye on something......i want3x!
Until I got that thing..i won't give up..
akan teringat2x...time makan...time nk tido..
time tgh studyyyy..aaa..[cam angau pule..>__<]
ni first time ni nk beli kt ebay nih..
sape yg ade tips2 bgaimane nk menang auction nih..??
As a consumer..of course we want to buy at the lowest amount possible..
to get that maximum surplus..[econs theory..hehe..]
That day..in Microecons tute..we did an auction..
I was assigned as a buyer..and my valuation is $11[means that I only gonna bid price lower or equal to $11]
There were other buyers too with their own max value of purchase..and there were the sellers with their own opportunity costs..[they need to sell at the higher amount than their opportunity cost of course...]
and the lowest value I can get to buy the item is only for $8.. hehe..:D Now, I'm going to try and apply that skill on eBay..

Actually the activity is not for us to know how to be a good bidder or seller..it's actually a model to show that the graph of market equilibrium actually work..
In the end,,we can see that the price that both the seller and the buyer will agree on is actually about the same..Yea Econs!!

Any idea what I'm talking about??? Never mind..I was just babbling up there..i don't even think I explained it properly..hehe...sorry2..

That's all for today I think................o__O
Pray for my success!!in study and bidding!!hehe..:P
Love y'all..

J'adore faire du shopping!

Bonjour! Comment ca va? Moi..? comme ci comme ca...^^
[eceh..oleh sbb ade test esok kan...konon2 practice la ni..:P]
Kalo tgk title post nih rase2 leh paham x ape maksudnye??

hehe..maksudnye, "I love shopping!"
Durhh..housm8 sy sume ckp begitu.._=.="
Ini die hasil observation sy trhadap housm8 sy..dan diri sy...

Kalau Jenny..die x brape suke sgt shopping..she'll only buy what she need..[unlike me..:P]
So, most of the time die xdelah interested nk masuk sume kedai yg ade kan..ksian die kdg2 kne tunggu jek kteorg try baju2 yg ade..
Kalau Sara..die kira okey la kalo nk shopping2 ni..tp punye die belek2..barang2 tuh..lama2...n die suke survey harga2 dulu la..banding2kn..last2 die x beli..>___<
Kalau Nadd, die leh juge buat geng shopping nih..taste die lbey kurang same..
pastu kteorg slalu la jugak try2 baju2 yg ade...persuade each other spy beli baju tuh..last2 die x beli jugak..haa..-__- kadang2 beli la jugak..
So..sy pule?? saye..jumpe bnda yg sy minat....cube2..[kadang2 x cube pun..sbb dh suke sgt kan..]
and bile dh rase cm puas hati ckit pun..ape lagi..trus beli..! haa..+_+ sbb nnt kalo x beli kan..mcm tringat2 nnt.....................aaa..^_____^ hehe..

Konklusinya..sy mmg suke shopping..hehe..xsusah la rase kalo nk blanje sumthing yg rase x mhal sgt..tp ade jugak limitnye..hehe...kalo brg tuh trlalu mahal pkir 2-3kali jugak..xdelah gila2 sgt..ehe..

Tapikan..rase guilty kadang2 tuh kan..sbb nnt konon taw sume org smngat nk kuar shopping...
nnt sy sorang je yg beli barang..ahaaa..>.< huu..bagus juge ade housm8 begini..aha..=_=
hmm..that's all for now..^^
So, kalo rase nk ajak gi shopping ke..no prob! haha..

Ps: Now, tgh blajar2 nk shopping gune eBay nih..tp kne brjage2 la..kang lupe diri lak..haha..:P

bf?

Bf? Best friend..or Boyfriend?hua2..either one..I dun think I have one..yet..hehe..
Don't get me wrong..I still think all my friends around me are the best..but how do we know that sumone is our BEST friend among our other friends..I cannot rank my friends on who's the best and the second best and so on..that just feel not rite..to me la of course..:) I cannot just label someone as my best friend just for the sake of the title..cuz to me the title bear a lot of responsibilities..[dat's what i think..;)] I think each and every friends I've met so far has their own unique personality that make them the best in my heart..<3 Fair enough?

I don't think that I'm someone Best Friend either..because I'm NOT the best of a friend..haha..I'm a lousy friend who sumtimes forgot her friends' birthday and lost contact with some of her friends..:((
But..I can be there..to listen..to cry..to laugh with my friends if they need me..but I can't promise to be there each and everytime of it.. No offense to those who already have his/her best friend..I envy those people..cuz..it's not easy to find one..Make sure you treasure the friendship till the end of your life..^^

hmm..about the other bf..I dun have anything to elaborate on that..I have to brainstorm for the idea first..the topic sentence and all..haha..:D
Let's just say it's not the time yet..
The right time will come and you'll know it for sure..;)

Hmm...no idea why I suddenly came up wif the topic..I guess..it's out of boredom..and frustration of not able to do well in the Calculus test..aaaaa..:(
And got a french test coming up this Wednesday!aaaa...
Better start hitting the book.................

aaa...

Dah lame x update ini blog..
The truth is..everytime I open the "New Post" page..
I typed..and in the middle of it..I end up deleting it...:(
Rasenye dah kehabisan idea..hehe..>.<
But no worries..I'll make sure this post will be published!
That's why u r reading this rite now...

Okey..let me tell u a bit on what's going on wif my life rite now..
The Easter break was cool! I got to explore around Melbourne a bit..
Some of the cool places we went to..
Yarra River (at night!) -Nice..beauuutifuull...wanna go again..:)
DFO (Direct factory outlet!!) in South Wharf..-It's so big I think we've only covered half of it..
But end up only buying a sweater and a book..^^
The Great Ocean Road..! AWEEESOMMEEE..!!
Subhanallah..really2 beautiful..pictures have been uploaded in FB..go n check it out..

I also entered the Melbond Netball competition..organised by the ISMA.
My team ALMOST won..hehe..:D Although, we did not win..all in all..it was a great experience..
It's good to know that I can still play a game for 14 mins..of course wif a break of 3 minutes between that.Tapi sbnarnye,, dah tercungap2 dah..tp continue main jek..bersemangat! hehe..:)
Seronok! But, don't get me wrong I still love Basketball though..<3 hehe..if only they have a basketball game..I'll definitely join it..

Selain Netball ade game Baling Selipar gak,,this time..we WON! yeay!
Jaguh baling selipar nih..^________^
The main thing is all the friendship that I've built throughout the competition..
I've got to know all these great seniors and friends..
It's a great experience..and a memorable one that I'll definitely won't forget..

Hopefully this "ukhuwah" will stay forever..:)

walk and walk!

i think i've done LOTS walking these days..
but i was wondering why oh why do these walking not having any effects..
hmm...
rasenyeekan..wlaupun jalan byk2..[exercise lah tu kan..] tp..
makan lagi byk dr jalan..!
beras kat umah ni cam cepat jek habis..>.<
hmm..see..duk umah sndiri ni bahaye...kalo boleyh sume benda nk beli...!!
haaa....cmne niii... pastu2..i'm kinda like addicted to this choc biscuit..! chocolate divine namenye!! sgt sedapp!!!
hmm..stp kali beli msti beli 2 paket trus!! eet..-.-"
housm8 sy pun suke jugak..tp sy yg pling addicted laa...hehe..
pastu2..kalo kt uni tu..kalo ade gap in between class tu... terAMAT lah laparrr..
kalo pagi tu xsmpat nk bwk bekal pape ke...
in the end, trpakse beli kebab die yg sgt besar..!
time mule2 dulu..cam xabis la kalo makan satu kebab tuu..
tp..skarang nih...boleyh jek abis kan kebab tu..!! aa!! selera saye sudah mmbesar!!cam org putih!! adeyh..=.="

pastu2..hari tu..kteorg wat carrot cake!!
n then buat bubur kacang hijau tuu...hehe..[nadd yg buat..sy tolong rase jek..]
pastu lpas ni nk wat kek pisang lak..tp..ditangguh kan dulu..kne abiskan bubur tu..
nnt byk sgt foodddd!!!! hihi..so, in conclusion..xyah risau la kat cni nk cari makann.. macam2 ade....!! :P xdenye kebuluran..duit jek kne ade..hehe..

ooh2..sbnarnye nk cite pasal bende lain.. pasal EXPLORACE!!
hehe..smalam kteorg join explorace organised by kakak2 nih.. jalan2 around melbourne! bes2!! these are some of the places n tasks that we have to do!

1st checkpoint- Melbourne Museum!! sangat best kottt...hrtue penah lalu jek xpenah masuk.. this time dapat masuk..it's free for student!! everything yg free mstilah best kan..hehe..bukan itu shj...dlm museum ni pun mmg best...cam petro sains la..interactive. not the lame old museum bout history sume tuh..hehe. kteorg nk gi lagi nnt time easter break!!

2nd-victoria state library! this library mmg cantik n classic! slalu lalu dpn jek..dekat jek ngan rumah actually.but only smalam br kteorg masuk..bes jugak library nii!!! ade internet free!!! tu yg tgh duk kt cni nih on9..hihi..

3rd-laguna@QV..this place is like a heaven for food lovers..haha..esp for asian la. sebab sgt byk product from asian countries.brg dr m'sia pun ade..n HALAL one..tp, kteorg xdelah slalu g cni..kteorg slalu g kt MIN PHAT..dkat ngn victoria market.

4th-Victoria Market..hmm..tmpat ni dah terer dah.pasal dkat ngn umah kan..hehe..:D

5th-Southern cross station..huu...tmpat ni pun best gak!! it's a train station but then..nearby got a shopping complex. the seniors said it used to be DFO...xtau la skarang ni dh tukar ke..tp mase lalu tu nmpak la byk summer nye sale!! okey, definitely we have to go here again!! hehe. and the

last checkpoint..Federation Square- it's another place yg kteorg penah passed by jek..tp xpenah stopped by to have a good look at..kat sini cm menarik sbb bangunan die cam kotak2 n menariklah..slalu ade byk event kat cni.. and lastly at 2.30 pm our group has managed to finished all the task and guess what??!! we won!! huu...hebat x?? hehe.. thnx kat groupmate yg len.. yg sporting n energetic! hehe.. InsyaAllah, kalo de mase lagi leh join next year! hehe..

All in all..it was a good weekend..hate to say that it's Monday tomorrow... huu..and i still have a pile of assignments to be done!! key, till now..chow!!

[Team 3 in front of the Victoria State Library]