O Ramadhan!

One more day till I can see you..:) I'm truly excited! This time, it will be the second time I meet you in Aussie..^_^ wee!

Ramadhan is a blessed month where all our good deeds will be rewarded more than any other month. So, what are you waiting for? Grab this opportunity! Read the Qur'an and try to finish it by the end of the month or do qiamullail or give money to charity or do zikr or basically do as many good deeds as possible. Cause we don't know if we'll ever see Ramadhan again.

They say Ramadhan is a month for us to prepare ourselves, to equip us with enough strength to face the other 11 months. Because during this time, when the shaytan will be lock up in hell, it'll be easier for us to do good things..(insyaAllah..).

If you have been waiting for the right time to change, Ramadhan will be the best time of all. Let say if someone want to quit smoking, quit backbiting, quit slandering, start praying the sunnah prayer, start going to masjid, start doing sadaqah...everything will be bless by Allah..insyaAllah..=)

The most important thing I think is to be consistent in what we do and Allah said so in one of his hadith. We may think that what we did was only a small thing, like donating a 50 cent to a masjid everyday, but insyaAllah Allah will reward us generously with that.

So, let us savor the moment we'll have with Ramadhan this year. So we'll have no regret later. Are you ready? ^___________^

Salam imtihan =)

Exam starts tomorrow =)

with the first paper "Organisational Behaviour"

next paper will be on the 10th, 16th and 24th June!

Wishing you (those who have exams too) all the best!! ^_^

Bittaufiq Wannajah!

Please forgive me for the wrongs I've done,

and pray for me, k..!

time to write again

It's been a long time since I wrote the last post.

Yup, I know you missed me, so I write this post for you! ;)

Just to remind myself,,it's 2011 already!

I kept on thinking it's still 2010..heh =_= grow up fairuz!

my sisters had gone back to school already.....:(

i'm going to be loneelllyyy in this house...[i can't believe i'm saying this]

i miss them alreadyyy..huaaa.

there's nobody else in this house that i can bully..:((

u kiddos,,blajar rajin2 ea. jangan nakal2..

do ur best, put trust in Him and insyaAllah He will help us.

Remember that everything happens for a reason.

So, be strong, k!

I've nothins else to write.

Going back to melbourne earlier than planned.

three more days

Three more days, and it's done..*big grin*
But, in the mean time, still need to study..i have a lot more to cover..=_=*sigh*
but, the feeling of excitement is just so overwhelming inside me...*another big grin*
there are lots of things going on inside my brain..kih2.
Lots of things need to be done before going back to Malaysia.
Now that I think about it, it's kinda sad leaving Australia..hehe. Don't get me wrong, I do miss Malaysia.:)
Most of my seniors are going back to Malaysia for good this year.
Although we've only known each other for not even a year, they are much like my own family, like big sisters that I've always wanted..spoiling their little sisters.*grinning*
It's sad that we weren't able get to know each other more. But, I learnt a LOT from them.
I'm gonna miss them A LOT.
I feel that time past by too fast. It seems like just yesterday I arrived in Melbourne but now, I almost finished my first year..
I hate saying goodbyes, but I want to wish them all the best in their future undertakings.
Some of them are getting married end of this year, which is so exciting..It's like your own big sisters are getting married. How exciting is that? :P

But you know, time wait for no one. Friends come and go, but the 'ukhuwah' will still be strong, InsyaAllah..That's all that I can hope for.

a quick one ;)

okay i know, i have a paper in less than less than two hour. hee~
but,,just want to grab this opportunity to wish happy 'aidiladha!

'aidiladha is all about sacrificing..like the story of Prophet Ibrahim and his son Prophet Ismail..
so, today I'm sacrificing my time of celebration of 'aidiladha to go for exams.[hehe, doesn't actually makes sense since the exam is mandatory.haha]

anywayyy,,a quick reflection to ourselves..what have we sacrificed for Allah, for our deen??
a reminder for you and me in this bright and peaceful morning..:)

Okay, I'm gonna prepare all the stuffs to take for my Accounting exam this morning.

"Allahumma yassir wa la tu'assir"
(O Allah: Make things easier for me and don't make them difficult)

life is not all about you

It hit me. I always take things for granted. Astaghfirullah..

Fairuz,
Say Alhamdulillah for all 'nikmat' Allah gives you.
Be patient if something goes wrong.
"Allah won't burden someone beyond his ability.." (2:286)
Think about other people on the other side of the world who suffered much more than you.
While you are struggling with exams and life as a student..
other people on the other side of the world are struggling just to keep being alive.

My aunty is in Palestine right now. She's under the mission "Viva Palestina Malaysia" to break the siege of Gaza. May Allah give them strength, protect them and help them to succeed in their mission.
She post some updates on the mission in this blog http://azratogaza.blogspot.com/

It amazed me, how strong she is, to leave her family (my uncle and my four cousins) to go on this mission. I pray she'll come home safely.

I wish I can be as strong as she is to stand for Islam.

Hopefully, after this, I can change myself, to care more about my brothers and sisters around me and around the world. Life is not all about you, fairuz.

ps; there's a seminar on Palestine this Saturday. Jom!

of puase, raye and open houses

eyt, happy eid mubarak to u all!
Alhamdulillah, one month of fasting had gone by.
"Taqaballahu minna wa minkum"
Did we get something from Ramadhan? Ask yourself (:
to me, i think this is the BEST Ramadhan I had in my whole life.
why?
because, i had a better understanding of what Ramadhan really is.
now, i can only pray that all my deeds will be accepted by Allah..
and i also hope that i can experience another Ramadhan insyaAllah.

syawal's here!
a celebration of joy after a month of fasting.
first day of syawal..i was really excited to go for 'raya prayer' in the park..
however, Allah knows what best for His creature,,it was raining that morning.
so, we went for the prayer in RMIT.
After finished praying, the rain had stopped..
took some pictures..[of course,heh]
and went back home,,eat some more rendang, kuah kacang,
lodeh and nasi empet made by mazni's mom :)
then, head for class at uni. :P
it was a beautiful morning.not too hot or cold.
on that day itself, we got two open houses invitation!
u think our raya celebration will stop there?
no! the next day, FOUR more open houses..^___^
and the next day,,another one more open house.
wahh,,jealous?? ngeheh.
i think i ate more here than in Malaysia.=_=

and there's more open houses this weekend..
and i bet you there's more to come..
since it's spring break for melbourne uni next week!wee!!
wee again!!

ps:i desperately want a dslr.since my camera is a bit "weng" now.-_-
and the pictures i took are not pweety.*batting eyelashes*..
..[hoping for someone to fall for it and buy me a dslr.heh]

seeking

Let us seek for the Night..

The Night better than a THOUSAND night..
The Night where the angels and the spirit descend
by the permission of their Lord with His decree..
The Night of peace until the break of dawn..
[Al Qadr, 97:1-5]

Subhanallah..
I read about this one status in my friend's wall in FB,
"Kalau kite bersungguh2 sampai xtido malam tuk siapkan assignment..
knape kite xley wat yg same tuk beribadah??"

It hits me right in the middle of my heart.

Wondering..
Maybe..
because we are afraid that we'll get zero for our assignments?
and that it will affect our results?? etc,,

Here's the catch.

Won't we be evaluated too in the JUDGEMENT DAY?
Whether we've done what Allah has asked us to do..
and stay away from what He forbid us to do.
That's the most important trial in our whole life..
between Heaven or Hell?
Think.Think.Think.

Seeking for knowledge is one of thing Allah command us to do.
Balance is the keyword here.
To ensure that we can succeed in this life and the hereafter.
InsyaAllah, this will be a reminder for me too..:)

Peace! ^_^

dub dab..2x

The clock is ticking. In a few more hours, will be going to KLIA.
Huu..thank you Abah for this Broadband..hehe,bley on9 di mane saje...
[tak,,bukan tuk saye broadband ini..>.< abah beli spy nnt ley skype dgn saye di mane2 saje..hehehe..]

So, I would like to grab this chance to thank everybody..
for the wishes, encouragement, support, prayer..n everything..
Wish all the best for me..! n pray for the best!!
I'm gonna do my best!^_^

The next time you hear from me..
I'll be writing from Melbourne..!
Adios!

Help!

911 help please! or in aussie they said the emergency dial number is 000..
[need to remember that!]

I need some help in choosing my breadth subject!
I need help to study for maths as I need to take the maths placement test -.-"
and english too! [I screwed up a lot in the SACE exam..since I have to take all these tests..haish..>.<] and...
I might end up taking more classes than everyone else..[not a good start, right? but then..look on the bright side..I can be more hardworking than usual......right???????]
Gosh, I'm really freaking out here..+_+
And I maybe flying of to OZ in like 9 days?? if my maths is still functioning..or even less than that since there's no call from JPA yet.

I really need to work hard. There's no joke here, fairuz!
If you're going to have a degree in Actuarial Studies these are what you have to do..
Study Hard, and pray for a guidance from Allah..
"Ya Allah, permudahkanlah segala urusanku...tenangkanlah hati hambaMu ini..."

[I haven't start my classes yet..n I'm freaking out...huhhh...>.<
OK. enough with all the whining..so NOT me..

I gathered all my things..washed my sport shoes
[peringatan buat rakan2.kalo nk bwk kasut yg dh gune..basuh bersih esp kat tapak kasut..pastikan xde tanah2..kalo x ade kemungkinan kasut itu akan dibuang atau dijalankan ujian ke atasnye..o_O ade senior yg pesan..]

I can't imagine how's my life going to be over there.
I can only pray for the best. InsyaAllah..:D
There's many people who want me to do my very best.
And there's many people want me to succeed.
There's many advices I've recieved..and so many encouragement..:)
Thank You. I don't want to let these people down. I really don't.
So, I hope everything's will go well..and even there'll be many bumps along the road..
I hope I can be strong to continue my journey, learned from my mistakes..
improved myself..and be a better person..
to myself..to my family..to my religion and to my country.

[this is quite an extraordinary post, is it? hehe..^_^]