oh..oh..

After finished linear algebra last wednesday,,
I was so excited to study for my last paper..yea!
Yes, I was determined to put 110%.
So, I've been like this, these past few days..

No joke.haha.
I don't think I've ever studied this hard in my entire life.
It was only because I am so so so scared of this last paper..
I have no idea what I've learned about this subject throughout the semester.


I have lots of encouragement from the people around me,,
and also from my family..

those encouragements keep me going on.
none of them actually dance with pom2 like that..
though i'd like to imagine they did..:P it helps.
thank you all..^^

but, u know me..
I can't focus on something for too long.
after days n nights of studying,,
i think I've become nuts
that i started talking to myself..

tomorrow, is THE DAY!!
and I'm..

yup, u get the idea..

So, I've tried to take of my mind from the exam..
and looking forward to something else..
such as the Harry Potter 7 ..
and brissy..
and Malaysia..
and many things....


that really helps keep me calm..
SO tomorrow,,
I'm going to the exam hall in the evening..
feeling confidence knowing that I've tried my best..
and Allah will help me through it..;)

So, bring it on!!

The next time you'll see me blogging..
is when I've finished my exam..!!
[or not.maybe tomorrow morning if I'm feeling all nervous again I'll write.:P]

so, till then...
Pray for me..k!


ps: emoticons are purposely for the dramatic effect. and I found it cute.:P
I know u're smiling :) so do I.

a quick one ;)

okay i know, i have a paper in less than less than two hour. hee~
but,,just want to grab this opportunity to wish happy 'aidiladha!

'aidiladha is all about sacrificing..like the story of Prophet Ibrahim and his son Prophet Ismail..
so, today I'm sacrificing my time of celebration of 'aidiladha to go for exams.[hehe, doesn't actually makes sense since the exam is mandatory.haha]

anywayyy,,a quick reflection to ourselves..what have we sacrificed for Allah, for our deen??
a reminder for you and me in this bright and peaceful morning..:)

Okay, I'm gonna prepare all the stuffs to take for my Accounting exam this morning.

"Allahumma yassir wa la tu'assir"
(O Allah: Make things easier for me and don't make them difficult)

i'm losing it

no, i'm not losing my mind..[alhamdulillah for that.] i'm losing my focus. haish.=_="
there are three more papers to go! come on fairuz!! macroeconomics was sort of okay i guess.
my definition of okay here means..i survived through the exam..so, that's a good sign, rite?

the next paper will be on tuesday and wednesday morning..which will be the accounting and linear algebra exams. [wish me luck!] looks like i'm gonna celebrate my 'hari raya qurban' with my head buried in the exam papers..:( in this building..
oh, btw, that's where my examinations take place.the name is Royal Exhibition Building in Carlton Garden next to Melbourne Museum. pretty cool rite?? though actually, those flowers are not there right now.[that's too bad.] but,it still looks pretty cool :). most of the melbourne uni students took the exams here..so, u can imagine how many of us will be swarming in front of the building before the exams start..and when the invigilators call out to go inside..we will be rushing to go inside and finding our seats..settling down..arranging pencils or pens on the table..calming down..it's a pretty good experience i must say.

when we finished the paper..for me, no matter how the exams went..good or bad..after stepping outside from the building..i'll feel calm and relax looking at the trees and flowers outside the building..subhanallah..:D
and to complement with the feelings..a cone of ice cream will be a great choice..so, we'll stop by at il dolce which sells the best ice cream u'll ever taste :D that's the part of the exams experience which i like so far...ehheh..\(^.^)/

anywayyyy...enough bout exams.
i can't wait to go back home.seriously. and to go to brissy!
my sisters are all back from their hostels. huu..

it's okay.it's okay. take a deep breath..phewhhh..
put a big smile..:) yes, i'm alright now. v(^.^) peace!

wohoo. it's here.

after a longgg waiting,,the final exams is finally here..[well,tomorrow to be exact]
i feel excited and nervous at the same time. though i think the proportion of excitement is bigger than the proportion of nervous-ment [hee,couldn't think of the appropriate word for this]

tomorrow, i'll be going for a war!! yeah! [heh.i'm definitely a bit over excited here]
insyaAllah, i hope and pray that everything will go on smoothly..
may Allah give me His guidance and help me through this battle..amin~

truthfully speaking, the paper that i'm most worried about is the actuarial paper which will be the last paper...on the 24th on november.
my other two paper will be on the 16th and 17th on november..
and judging on previous experience, i tend to lose focus towards the end of the exams..the last paper.
hopefully, it's not going to happen this time. i need to score in this paper. ya Allah, please give me strength until the end..:)

so for now fairuz..stop thinking about holidays and malaysia..focus on what's more important okay!!
deep breath. in..out..3x. fuhh.

warning: i think more posts will keep on coming during the exams weeks.

[image credit to ~yeekeru10 who happens to be someone i know ;)]
http://yeekeru10.deviantart.com/art/imtihan-malay-only-113169419?q=boost%3Apopular+imtihan&qo=3

chocs n exams

chocs n exams?? what's the relation u might ask?
well, some people will say coffees n exams are positively related to each other..but for me, it's chocs n exams.
the more nearer to exams,,the more chocs i consumed..
the reason being is for my not liking coffee that much is.. i hate the smell of coffee that will linger in the mouth after the consumption.yekk.
And i'll get a headache if the coffee is a strong one.
And i don't think the caffeine worked in preventing me from sleeping.=_=
but, i do drink cappucino or mocha or nescafe once in a while..

so, my substitution from coffee is chocolate!
hmm,,chocs doesn't really help in preventing me from sleeping either..heh.
sumtimes it helps...but most of the time no..
but, i just love eating it while studying..
and other time also.heh.
truth is, i love chocs, no matter when or where i am :P
if i buy a big bar of cadbury chocolate, i can finish it in a day.
no kidding. but, i'll restrain from finishing it.
it'll cost me to buy another one. $_$
unless somebody is kind enough to buy one for me.*wink*

hmm, now that i think about it..
i just love eating sweet stuffs. \(^_^)/
or.....
i think..i just love eating..n munching..ANYTHING...
hmm.bigger problem.

ps:this is a post i made between a break from studying. that'll explain the weirdness of this post.hee.
oh, look at the time. enough babbling..:P need to get back to studying.ciao!

it's that time of the year.

it's that time of the year where people can get a little cranky and tense. well, for some ppl, not me though. i hope so. i'll put up a nice bright smile for everybody even if i'm not in the mood.yes, i'll do that ;)

actually, i don't really like exams especially the period before and during the exams. BUT, i do love the period after the exams though *wink*.
well, what can i do...it's the circle of life. and this is one of many other challenges i have to face.
i can't run, can i?no, i'll stick around and fight. i'm not a coward.
[in my condition right now,i'm not physically fit anyway:P i'll ran out of breath.]

so, i have to get in the mood then. the mood of being nerdy.o_O
be more focus. yes. and pray and ask for Allah's guidance and blessings.InsyaAllah.

i wish i can do a lot more better this semester, cuz i did badly last semester.=_=
so, ppl..let's get nerdy..:D [haha, this sounds so lame.]

good luck to all those who will sit for exams too! i wish you all the best! :)

ps: i can't wait to go to brissy and fly back home.(^_^)v should i do a countdown? nahh,,focus fairuz,,focus!! (=____=") okeyyyyy.....

oh, here's a video i found inspiring and cute too..;)
just a quick random shout out : "I love my mom and dad!! They are the BEST!!"

otak tepu

sebenarnye, ade ke istilah otak tepu? rase xde.heheh. tapi, tu yg menggambarkn ape yg sy rase skarang.=_=" ni belum exam lagi. btw, ade lagi 2 study weeks, then swot-vac pastu baru final exam. ohh, lambat kan............ade org yg abis exam kteorg xstart exam lagi.heh.>__< tape2,,sabar2..that means,,more time to study...alhamdulillah..:D

what i meant by otak tepu is,,i attended a 2-day course called "Real Deal"..it's about fiqh in business transactions..[how do we do business transactions according to Islam] organised by Al-Kauthar organisation. I know, the topic is not really interesting to sum ppl, but considering that i'm studying commerce and i really has little knowledge about these sorts of stuffs,,so, i thought..well,,this is a one chance in a lifetime..And, coincedentally, the course which normally charged $95 was given for free this time ;) [that's not the main reason why i came though :P]

Basically the speaker, Tawfiq Chowdury talked about things such as contracts in business, riba, insurance, investment, mortages, credit cards, loans.and many2 things.. what's interesting is, he will constantly related the things he said with Islam and how do Islam view certain scenarios in business transactions.. One main point pointed out by the speaker is of course about riba and how riba can happen in a way sometimes we don't even now it's riba..such as late payment for bills or buying a coupon or discount card...and also, there's so many new things, new words that i learnt during this course. so, maybe u can check out this website: alkauthar.org to find out about this course and many other courses they organised. One thing in business that was mentioned by the speaker is that everything in business trading is halal until it's proven to be haram.

it has been a great experience..and it has definitely broaden my knowledge esp in islamic banking n finance..:) and also raise my awareness in riba. because i do admit that i never really take this thing serious before this. He mentioned that, in one of the hadith, it is mentioned that riba is worst than committing zina 36 times.. Imagine how bad it is to do riba. but, look around us,,we're surrounded by riba.... that also make me think that i'm actually learning how to calculate those interests...which is riba of course....hmmmmmmmm.....hmmmmm.....[thinking long n hard] oh and also, just to share with you the main hadith for riba.... "Gold for gold, silver for silver, wheat for wheat, barley for barley, salt for salt, the same quantity for the same quantity, hand in hand".
Honestly, I'm not confident to explain about this in the blog, because i'm afraid i'll tell something which is not right..and there's so much explanation to do that i'm afraid it'll led to more confusion. waa,,,many apologies for that..insyaAllah, when I had gathered more information, i'll share it here.okey?

before signing off,,i just want to share a verse from the Qur'an for you to ponder:

"Believers, if you help God, He will help you and make you steadfast in your faith"
"Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Jika kamu menolong (agama) Allah, nescaya Dia akan menolongmu dan meneguhkan kedudukanmu" (Surah Muhammad, 47:7)

So, if we spend time to gain knowledge on our religion or spend time to spread Islam or anything at all, for Islam..insyaAllah..He will help us..:)

tc! (^_____^)v
oh, n all the best for exams!

nak post gak lah

Timetable sy diz sem,,xde pape tujuan ye nak post nih..
mungkin sbg rujukan buat pembaca yg boleh tlg kejutkn kalo terlajak tido pg2 kan..;)
atau utk sape2 yang rase die nye kelas banyak, tapi sbnrnye tak byk pun..=_="
heh,,tapi kelas sy pun xla byk mane pun..cume ade tersesat 2 kelas tu abis kul 3 dan
MOSTLY kelas sy akn start kul 9 which is okay,,i think..:) not too early.

hari nie,,camne tah,,leh xsedar bunyi jam..+_+
slalu,,sgt senang je terjage..org bukak lampu pun leh terjage..
ni,,org call pun leh x sdar..........-___-
ni mmg btul2 tido nyenyak ni..
harap2 tak terjadilah kejadian spt ini sewaktu ade kelas nnt yek..

Call me a nerd or geek..or anything..
but truth is,,i really hate missing a class or being late to the class..
[adesh,,pelik bukan??]
memang nerd agaknye sy ini....[>__<]
mungkin sbb dr dulu mmg diajar begini kot..
nnt rase tak tenteram kalo buat cmtu.
huahua..fairuz yg pelik..*__*

so,peringatn buat2 rakan2 yg len..
Jangan ponteng kelas! ;) *wink2*

kadang kala

Saya tau "everything's happen for a reason"..tuh,,dah trtulis dah kat atas blog nih.
Tapi..:(( masih trtanye2...nape org len leh dpt result best2..hmm..
kalo nk diikutkan ckp hati nih,,dlm hati nih rase..macam dh berusaha bersungguh2 b4 exam hr tu..tp...hesh..fairuz ni,,bersyukur lah..[banyak kali dah mengingatkn diri sndiri..] tp bile tau result org len yg dpt H1/HD dan still rase x puas hati dgn rsult dieorg..jadi,,diri sendiri ni rase cam..[cam gitu la..]membuatkn ku rase agak tertekan sdikit..[kadang2 byk jugak] cuma tak ditunjuk je. Tetibe jela nk luahkn kt cni.bukan mengharap simpati..hny kerna tak mampu nk diluahkn dgn kate2.
Tapi, mama tau je bile yan rase camni ek.Memang tak ckp ape2 pun,sbb xnak kasi mama risau.Tapi instantly mama trus kasi kate2 semangat..abah pun same.:)Really,really miss u abah n mama..agaknya mmg parents ni ade instinct la kan..
Key, tu je luahan perasaan,,tak perlu diambil kisah.tak perlu risau.Kerana by the end of this writing pun,malah at this moment pun..perasaan tu dah hilang..ianya muncul pada masa2 trtentu shj.Dan ade kemungkinan post ini akn di delete spt post2 lain. Tp, mungkin tidak memandangkn anda sdg membacanya.ye,malangnye anda.

Mari kita tukar mood,kepada mood ceria..:D there are couple of things, i've been looking forward to:
~A new semester is around the corner, i have a new determination, a new goal. Hopefully, it will turn out well..:P [that's the spirit!yay!]
~The month of Ramadhan,,hopefully, will be the BEST ramadhan ever..:)
~Oh, and my senior's kenduri kahwin this weekend..ade rewang2..cam best lak..^^
~And other things..:P

See..told ya..I'm fine already. Ooh, and all the best to my sisters!! One of them, will be taking PMR diz year..One of them is doing IB (Medic)..and one of them is doing her best in everything she do. And of course to my bro, who's doing what he loves..All the best! ;) I'm missing u guys..
I'll end up my post this time with a phrase from one of my favourite surah..

"After every difficulty there is relief..Certainly, after every difficulty there comes relief.." [94:5-6]

starting all over again

Dah nk start sem baru. One more week of freedom. Then,,back to hitting the books, going to lectures, attending tutes, cramping with assignments and studying for tests..Life of a student -_-
On the bright side, no more sitting at home, eating and eating and eating and sleeping and movies and all that sort of things,,u know it. Timetable for this sem,,as usual..classes everyday..most of the time, starts at 9am..ends at 2pm..or the latest will be at 3pm. I'm okay with that. So jealous of nadd n sara..n the guys..only got 3 days of classes..every week..for the rest of the semester...[i know..so not fair.heh..] U guys, jgn complain kalo spring break korang 1 week,u got about 3 weeks of holidays [2*12=24 days=3 weeks+3 days of holidays..]yup, I did the maths...bersyukurlah korang..:P
haha,,enough of jealousy..xkesa la..more classes mean more studying..and less time for playing around..:) rite??

This winter break has been a great and exciting one. Although we didn't go to other states,,it's a pleasure to have our friends from other states to come here. Hopefully u guys had a great time in Melbourne. After all, Melbourne is the BEST city in Australia...[hehe,,ade unsur berlagak ye di situ..:P] This house was very hectic since u guys came here...but now, it's very quiet and peaceful. hehe.Can't wait for the next time we'll meet again. Maybe in brisbane or sydney or adelaide..:)

The Holy Ramadhan is around the corner..bout 3 weeks more.My first ramadhan in OZ..=)
I'm very excited about it...^_^

It's a short post..but, that's all for now..see ya!

of exams and tawakal~

Just so u know. I have one paper left! => FRENCH!!

Hope this one will be okay.........^_^ Bonne Chance!

For Calculus, Microecons and Accounting Reports and Analysis...hmm,,,

Let's just hope for the best!!insyaAllah..

"Leave everything in Allah's care, cuz nothing is loss under His care" (Kak Intan, 2010)

Thanks kak intan..:)

Kita slalu cakap pasal tawakal..especially time2 exam nih kan...

but we don't really understand this concept..rite??

Tawakal..i don't really know the exact definition of it..but it's something like..

berserah kepada Allah 100%..whatever happens..is under His power..

Kalau dalam bahasa Arab..kalau tak silap..mewakilkan urusan kepada pihak yang lain.

Memang senang kan nak ckp.."Kita tawakal je la kan.."

but dalam hati..still ade rase ragu2 kan...

Ragu2 yang Allah akan tolong kita..dan beri kita keputusan yang terbaik buat diri kita..

Tak kisahlah result yang akan kita dapat tu Ok ke Tak..insyaAllah..itu yang terbaik buat kita..

"Dan Dia memberinya rezeki dari arah yang tidak disangka-sangkanya. Dan barangsiapa bertawakal kepada Allah, nescaya Allah akan mencukupkan keperluannya.Sesungguhnya Allah melaksanakan urusan-Nya. Sungguh Allah telah mengadakan ketentuan bagi setiap sesuatu"(65:3)

Kak intan cakap..tawakal ini berperingkat..perlu dibina dari satu peringkat ke peringkat yang lain..memang bukan mudah tapi tidak mustahil..peringkat2 yang kak intan cakap tu sy jumpa jugak benda yang same dalam laman web ni..

http://www.dakwah.info/content-category-mainmenu-2/artikel-tarbiyyah/42-tawakal-ilaa-llah

Firstly..boleh digambarkan melalui pergantungan seorang yang tertuduh kepada peguamnya..Sudah tentu orang tertuduh tersebut akan bergantung kepada peguammnya itu untuk membebaskannya daripada tuduhan..tetapi..pasti masih ada rasa ragu-ragu yang peguam itu betul2 akan berjaya. Sekiranya, ada peguam lain yang lagi hebat prestasinya..pasti orang tertuduh tersebut akan mengupah peguam hebat yang lain..

Secondly..pergantungan seorang bayi kepada ibunya. Bayi tersebut tidak mengenali sesiapa melainkan ibunya. Dia bergantung kepada ibunya untuk memberinya makan, minum dan segala-galanya.Namun bayi tersebut masih dapat melakukan sesuatu di luar pengetahuan ibunya..

Thirdly..pergantungan seorang jenazah terhadap orang yang memandikannya. Arwah tersebut tidak tahu apa pun yang dibuat oleh orang yang memandikannya itu..dan menyerahkan segalanya kepada orang tersebut..

Sometimes, we forgot to take into consideration..God's Blessings..keredhaan Allah..

We work hard..and hope to achieve the best..but we forgot..that Allah's the one who will do what best for us..we forgot that everything is under His control. But that doesn't mean that we do not have to work and strive to achieve something..because Allah will judge from our hard work..not from our achievements..

"Sesungguhnya, Allah tidak akan mengubah keadaan sesuatu kaum sebelum mereka mengubah keadaan mereka sendiri" (13:11)

Tawakal..not just in exams..

Supposed to be in everything we do..

Recap from ape yang Kak Hana cakap smalam..Surah Al-Insyirah..(94:1-8)

"Setiap kesulitan ada kemudahan....dan hanya kepada Tuhanmulah engkau berharap.."

It's undeniable..that when we are having hard times..we turn to our God for His help..

but..during our happy times..we forgot Him..who gave us this happiness..

Something to ponder upon..

insyaAllah..step by step, we'll improve ourselves to be a better person..a better muslim..

(^_^)v~

ps: Sorry, kalo ade yang tersilap tulis..atau kalau memang salah apa yg saya tulis tu..beritahulah yek..^_^

buku cepat

Buku Cepat aka Quickbooks..is an accounting software actually,,

and we got an assignment using the software.........

It's pretty cool actually..recording the transactions using the software..

creating invoices..paying bills..writing cheques..reconciling..all those things..

[if u hav any accounting background u'll know bout these things...if not..nvr mind.not a big deal..~]

We were given the source documents for 3 months...and we have to record all the transactions in the Quickbook..

Interesting?? Yup..quite interesting...;)

Dapat pengalaman jd accountant sekejap..hehe..pretty exciting..

but tedious at the same time...hahaaa..

For now,, it think I'm done with it..I've been sitting in front of the computer for hours..+_+

But insyaAllah,,i've done my best..hihi..

Next week agenda~ Monday :submission for Calculus assignment ,

Wednesday : submission for Quickbook assignment + French written test.

I don't think there's any more assignments..but there's one more test for French I think..hua..~

Right now, I'm still thinking whether to continue taking French or not..hmmmm....~

Okies..~ That's all for now...the temperature has drop to below 10 most of the time..so, it's pretty cold..j'ai froid!!!~

But, we still haven't use the heater..[bajet hebat,,leh tahan lagi..hehe..]

c'est la vie!

C'est la vie means,,"That's Life"..Everything has been going so fast..

Lectures, tutorials and without I realised..it's the end of week 9 already..!

Lessons will end at week 12! and there'll be a one-week study week..and then,,voila!

J'ai des examens!

Hmm,,so this is what it feels like being in a university..(-_-")

Must study2!! My exam time table is quite okay..I don't have two subjects back to back...

But I'll finish a bit late...which is on the 22nd with FRENCH!

My first paper will be CALCULUS 2 on the 8th of June. After that will be Microecons on the 10th, followed by Accounting on the 15th..and the last one is French.

Plus,,my parents and my two lil' sister will also come here..from 10th June to 17th! Yay!!^_^

And then, there's the winter break!! It's gonna be so much fun!

But of course,, I have to get through the exams first..! ;)

Wokay..I think I need to boost up my energy to study!!

Till then, ciao!~

ps: I'm enjoying this cool gadget!!! ;) that money I spent for it was so worth it..hihi..^____^

No regrets!

bon jour!

Finally, my time table is all sorted out! Yeay!
So, my timetable is the same wif jenny!! excpt for transition 2 commerce.
B4 diz, my calculus is at 4pm..evening class..sleepy..........
but I've managed to shift it to the OVERFULL class at 11am!!
I've attended all the lectures except for Accounts which will be tomorrow..
So far, I must say it's quite a challenge attending all the lectures n tutorials..

As u can see, I chose French as my breadth subject! huhu..^^
I've always wanted to learn new language..
n at last, voila!! [i tink voila is french?? rite?? heh..-.-"]
There's no lectures for french..only tutorial..
and our tutor is Madam Chantal..:)huu..
So...how was it?? She's soooooo fast!!!!! >.<
Thank God, I recorded her lecture..haaa.:D
I have to work harder on my french!
It's great that my other subjects are not that heavy..
so.. I can concentrate on my french then..:P

And also, I have to buy the French textbook! n it cost $160..aiyoo..
so mahal meh..
n I had to buy one more book..for calculus..
hmm.....mane mau dpt yek..

Ooh, i forgot to tell..I bought winter clothes! one only actually...heh.
A white one!! Later bile I had basuh bersih2..n pakai then I take picture okeyh?
Baru cunn..hehe..^^
oh, and I bought another sweater! hehe..a cute one..

Currently, we're searching for a good internet plan for our house..
The one we want..there are no ports available anymore...:(
hmmm2..should we wait for next month n use this mobile broadband first??
Okeyh...think I'll stop here..

Actually, there's many things to do..
I have to organise myself! huu..
keyh, ciao!!
eh salah..au revoir!! ;)

all in one

Last saturday, we had some sort of gathering here in our house..
Our seniors called it as a "house-warming"..or as I like to call it "makan-makan"..
or some people may wanna call it as an "eating event"..or whatever..I would go if "makan-makan".hehe.

We invited some of the seniors who had helped us through a lot since we've arrived here..thank u!!!
So, aunty cooked laksa johor!! [yup!! cool rite, even in OZ can eat laksa johor!! me likey!!hehe..^^] and we also cooked some bihun goreng..and prepared some dishes..such as puding and jelly!! n some fruits as well..yum2!! =)

That morning, we went to shop for the groceries and stuff..Our destination: LAGUNA at QV and also the Victoria Market..There's so much things you could find at LAGUNA n at vic market. Here's the interesting part..Vic Market sells not only those seafoods n veggies n fruits..
They sell clothes n other stuffs too!!! [Yup, this section is at the back of the market..so we didn't quite notice the stalls at the first time..heh -.-"] This is so cool..now I can shop for my clothes..
fyi, I didn't bring so much clothes here..since my lugagge is all packed up with food stuffs..+_+
I can buy new clothes!! + some winter clothes too!

On Sunday, we went to this program called "Langkah Bermula" organised by the ISMA.
Here, we met the seniors and they gave us many useful advices and tips to live here in Melbourne and excel in our studies.

One thing that I'm truly amazed is..most of the seniors I've met here are all GREAT an EXCELLENT people. When you asked them what are the studying..most of them will say..MASTER..PHD..like it was nothing. =.=" And I was like Wow!! with an awestruck expression
like this.. (^o^)..[eh,this look like a bird..-.-'] Hebatnyeee..And I was only starting my first year!
Longgg wayy to gooo.......................~,~

After that, they break us into group to meet wif each course's seniors. SO, me n mazni met wif this one senior called Kak Leena. She's VERY helpful..wif all the advices n tips for actuarial studies..^^ I'm tired of hearing ppl like questioning why me n mazni took AS n like doubting us too..the thing is, we haven't even started our class, n we felt pressured by all these comments...>.<
So, it's good to have someone encouraging us like that. She said something like this, "Ask yourself this, 'other people had done it..why not me???????' " Yup, I love it. Thanks a LOT kak leena!!!!!

And..today, Monday...my first class..^_^
8am-Intro Micro tute!!
Something happen this morning!! Once in a lifetime experience..a very frightening one I must say..
I was cooking 'roti telur' on the pan..I open the fan on top of the cooking stove. But, I guess..the pan is so not good..n it burnt the bread easily...-.-" n then...
there goes the smoke alarm!!! it was veryyy noisy..I was freaking out..well, not really..hehe..-.-
I woke up the entire house..urgh..I was praying really hard that the sprinkler n the fire alarm will NOT go off.. fyi, IF the fire alarm goes off...fire brigade will come..n not only the whole residence of the APARTMENT have to vacate the premises..AND we will have to PAY for the fire brigade..n it's NOT cheap u know..

So,,,what happen is..
the smoke detector..
DIDN'T go off....OMG!..Thank GOD!!! Alhamdulillah!!!!
YEAYYYYYYYY!! I can breathe nowww..^________________________^
You know what....I kept encounter with this "life-threatening" [not really life-threatening actually..-.-] SCARYYY experience..
I had told u before..that I was caught before..doing something illegal..hehehh..:)
But..I'm not going to tell u the story n all..it's a secret I'll never tell.....*wink2*
Only my family member knew bout that..n maybe if you're lucky enough..I'll tell u.
[hehe, suke buat anda trtanye2..;)]

Anyway, I go to class as usual..recovering from the "shock"..haha..
It's freeeeeezinggggg..you can see the sun shining..but it's windy n collddddd..~,~
After that, Calculus lecture..I smuggle myself into this class.heheh..cuz, it's not approved yet..
but, no worries..they will not take attendance or anything..:P and there were like so mannnyyy ppl in the class..don't think the lecturer will recognise me or anything..;)

The next class...is transition to commerce lecture..it's doesn't have any credit..but it's a compulsory..Since the class was in the evening, it was very sleeeeppyy..[nope, don't get the wrong idea..I'm a good student..I don't sleep!!hahah:D]

Then, I went straight back home. and went for my deep beauty sleep..^_^ hihi.

So that's my longggg story..-_____-
Sorry, I tend to write a longgg post if I have many things to tell..cannot miss a single point!
Must tell everything, so that one day I can look back at this post and laugh my heart out..:D
hehe..>.<
toodles!

up and...

Whatever happen, don't give up, k!

Feeling a bit not good..:(
Problem wif my subjects. Not yet approved.
Haish..>.< Ya Allah, permudahkanlah segala urusanku ini..
Tenangkanlah hatiku ini..

Hopefully, everything's gonna b alrite..InsyaAllah..
Cheer up fairuz!

I have to stay strong!!Hiyak! >.< Berusaha!!

Quickie

Just a quick update for my sissy yg menyibokks!

Pagi-pagi..[actually dh tgh hari sbnarye..around 11 or 12.hehe.>.<]
But since the Victoria market is just round the corner. U can see it from the apartmnt..
So, why hurry??? heheheh..
I have to say this..I love the market. It's quite clean. And I love to see the big2 fish n big2 prawn..
SEDAPNYYYYYYEEEEEE..rase cm nk makan jek..tp2,,,,,,mahal..huuu..>.< Sekali sekala boleh la kott..
And2, near the market there's a groceries store..Asian store. Kat dalam tu,,macam2 ade..
Betul, ape yg best, sos cili MAGGI pun ade..heheh..yg xde Kicap Kipas tu..yang ade kicap masin..[xsuke2] Mama,,bawak ea nnt..hehehee..:)
Serai, daun kari, daun limau purut, segala jenis perencah, segala jenis spices..and..CENCALOK pun ade...huh. Belacan je belum jumpe lagi..hehe. Feels at home already..hehe.

Some of the things I love about Melbourne so far..is the weather. Hehe. They said, you can experience 4 seasons in one day at Melbourne, tp blum rase lagi..stakat ni cuaca nye quite windy..and sejuk ckit..Panas pun x panas sgt. Maybe cuz summer dh nak abis.

Pastu2...Dalam mase beberape hari yg lepas nih..the most activity I've done is walking. Yes! Suddenly I felt in love with walking! Really! No sweat! haha..:D
Although some place may seem a lil bit far..but I found out when we walk..it's not that far..hehe.
So, maybe my goal to lose some weight can be achieved aftr all..hehe..Since my uni is about 15-20 mins walk. Hehe. Or, mayb I can buy a bike. That's another form of exercise too! Yea!
And I've travelled by tram too!Cool!

Apartmnt..almost settled down already. Going to IKEA 2morow to buy some stuff for the house.
I'm having doubts bout the subjects to be taken. Haish! -.-"

And you know what..since I came here..when I said that I'm doing Bachelor of Commerce, and majoring in ACTUARIAL SC..the respons are about the same. Yup. The same for all.
I know lots of seniors yg amik actuarial mule2 dah tukar sbb susah. I KNOW it's SUPER hard.
I know, I know..huh. But, xkan nk give up plak kan sbb blum cube lagi..haish >.<
Pressure gak dgr cam gitu..hmm................
Lupekan2....yang penting buat yg trbaik. OK! InsyaAllah.

key..sudah pukul 1. mau tido.

ps: gamba blum upload lagi. Malas.hehe. Nanti la yek.

Help!

911 help please! or in aussie they said the emergency dial number is 000..
[need to remember that!]

I need some help in choosing my breadth subject!
I need help to study for maths as I need to take the maths placement test -.-"
and english too! [I screwed up a lot in the SACE exam..since I have to take all these tests..haish..>.<] and...
I might end up taking more classes than everyone else..[not a good start, right? but then..look on the bright side..I can be more hardworking than usual......right???????]
Gosh, I'm really freaking out here..+_+
And I maybe flying of to OZ in like 9 days?? if my maths is still functioning..or even less than that since there's no call from JPA yet.

I really need to work hard. There's no joke here, fairuz!
If you're going to have a degree in Actuarial Studies these are what you have to do..
Study Hard, and pray for a guidance from Allah..
"Ya Allah, permudahkanlah segala urusanku...tenangkanlah hati hambaMu ini..."

[I haven't start my classes yet..n I'm freaking out...huhhh...>.<
OK. enough with all the whining..so NOT me..

I gathered all my things..washed my sport shoes
[peringatan buat rakan2.kalo nk bwk kasut yg dh gune..basuh bersih esp kat tapak kasut..pastikan xde tanah2..kalo x ade kemungkinan kasut itu akan dibuang atau dijalankan ujian ke atasnye..o_O ade senior yg pesan..]

I can't imagine how's my life going to be over there.
I can only pray for the best. InsyaAllah..:D
There's many people who want me to do my very best.
And there's many people want me to succeed.
There's many advices I've recieved..and so many encouragement..:)
Thank You. I don't want to let these people down. I really don't.
So, I hope everything's will go well..and even there'll be many bumps along the road..
I hope I can be strong to continue my journey, learned from my mistakes..
improved myself..and be a better person..
to myself..to my family..to my religion and to my country.

[this is quite an extraordinary post, is it? hehe..^_^]

Here I am...

Here I am..in INTI..
Well, I've been here since Monday actually..:)
Planning to do my visa n medical checkup on that day too...
but an unfortunate event occured which caused me to delay the process..>.<
xsuke...xsuke..haa,,tp nk wat cane....=.="

hmm..all I want to do is to get all these things done..for real..
so, I can go back home to BP peacefully..
And packed all my belongings..which I haven't done a thing.nadda..=.="
The big striking green baggage which my dad had bought looked so...
peacefully..lying there..above my closet..waiting to be burdened by my 2o kg stuff..
or 30 kg [if i managed to get that GRAD card thingy done...hihi..so that xtra 10 kg stuffs can b taken..:)) since that large green thingy I'm talking about is already pretty heavy even though without any stuffs in it..]

By the way,,I MAYbe flying off to Melbourne on the 14th of February which is CNY n my sis birthday..so b prepared ppl! [for what?? hehe..]

hmm2....aaa..ooh
so, what have I been doing here in INTI??
Playing basketball!! n eating dinner with my ex-floorm8...:D
Today,, went for JPA Pre-Departure Briefing..!
I got my blazer already! I think it's quite okay...;)
but I think it's a bit long for me..hehe..[have I been shrinking all this time???adeyh..>.<]
and also,, recieved our pocket money..heheh..$_$
Oh. n one interesting point brought up by one of the senior which I managed to remember solidly in my mind...which is..
MELBOURNE IS A SHOPPING HEAVEN FOR GIRLS!!

haha..That's sound quite challenging..hehe..
Okeyh, I admit it..I'm a bit shopaholic person..a BIT, okay..
But I can still be carried away sumtimes..esp, if i have money in my pocket!

hmm..n also, managed to finished my visa application this evening! thank God!
And tomorrow will be heading to Tung Shin for my medical checkup..
huu,, kene nek ktm..=.=" ade sape2 baek hati nk tolong hntarkannn?? hehe..:)

tonyte..planning to go to Bondi..sudah lame x kesini.....:)
mau makan nasi ayam bakar!
hehe..:)
Okies, enough babbling..
Signing Off~

Feelings

Feelings..
[dun worry..post ini bukan pasal feeling "jiwang-jiwang itu..heh.]
No,no,no..blum smpai masenye..haha..>.<
Keyh..back to the main point..

Feeling no.1: Proud
Actually, I wanna say how proud I am to be in INTI..hehe..[percayelah..]
Today, I found this picture in The Star newspaper.. Tadaa..


Dengan banggenye..sy nk ckp..mereka itu kwn2 saye..
[tumpang bangge jek..=.="]
Of course I hoped that I'm one of them..
I guess I didn't work hard enough..huu..>.<
You know..my mom just did this frame where she put any pictures of us that made it to the newspaper or magazine..it's like wall of fame or sumthing..
My lil sis n my brother's pictures are already there..
Me n my other 2 sis were indeed very jealous..haha..
My sis said.."Haa..nanti kalo kak yan wat salam perantauan kt aussie nnt..letaklah gambo kak yan kt ctu.."...and I was like..=.=" [ya rite..is that an achievemnt that shud b proud of??..haha..>.<]

It's ok..one day..I'll make it to the Wall of Fame..
Bersemangat! >.<[adeyh..bukannye pape pon..haha..:D]
Hihi..at least I'm included in this section though..[even though my name was not mentioned..hehe..]


Give me some moment to be proud of myself will ya?? aha..thank you2..(:
Enough wif that..hehe..

Feeling no.2: Excited+Happy
In few more weeks will be flying..[spe yg x excited?..]
Everything's been going well. Alhamdulillah..^_^
Hopefully the visa application n the medical check up will go well too..InsyaAllah..¬
But still lots of things to do..huu..

Feeling no.3: Sad
Hmm..of course..gonna be away from my family..:(
gonna miss my dad's coolness n words of advice..
my mom's cook and constant reminder..
my bro's caring attitude..
and my sissy's constant nagging...n noisiness..haha..:D

I know..it's the sacrifice we had to do..huu..

Also..had a feeling that a good friend..
been ignoring me..huu..
[mungkin hanye perasaan sy shj..hehe..atau mungkin sy yg salah??]
tp still rase sdey gak..+.+

OK.
Enough wif the feelings..Sorry..:)
dun worry..I'm okay..^_^hehee..

Signing off for now¬