Dilemma

I don't like being pull in two directions. You know, like you have to choose between two things..=_=

Both are equally important, but how do you make the right choice? Haishh..

For days, I've been trying to look for some answers. In Kuliah Selasa yesterday, they talk about taking risk and making decision. And there's this verse in the Qur'an which said,

..And when you have come to a decision place your trust in God alone, for He loves those who place their trust in Him (Al-'Imran 3:159)

Ya Allah, give me your guidance for indeed I am helpless without your help. At a time like this, I wish somebody could do the decision for me. But that's not the way it is. People always said, "Follow your heart". Can someone please teach me how to follow our heart? [I knowwww, it's not something that can be taught.] I'm just curious to see if someone has a solution..hee. Do let me know if you do :)

It's been pretty hectic for me these days. Endless stream of assignments. Thank God, I have no mid-sem test except for one subject. And the assignments, two of them are group assignments, so, it's pretty complicated since we had to collaborate together with other group members. It's hard to find a common time for all of us to sit together and discuss the assignments. That's the challenge I guess. Another thing is, when you are busy preparing for tutorials and doing your assignments, you can hardly find a time for you to do your independent studies. Yup, that's my problem right now,, I need extra TIME!!! =_= [Again, I'm asking for something impossible..heh]

Enough with my rambling. Sorry, this is just one of my way of getting out the feelings that I have. Hmm, in the end, I still have a decision to make!! Wish me the best! ^_^